𝐖RITER'S 𝐁LOCK, 𝗺isc.

kill me

( this is gonna be a rant )

its week ten ( eleven ??? ) of quarantine and i want to fucking die. i cry every single day, i constantly feel anxious. its like this knot in my chest that tightens and tightens and i cant breathe and i start crying - and its just a mess.

in fact, as of recent, ive been more emotional than usual. i get overly sad, overly angry, overly happy - overly EVERYTHING tbh.

the school work is INSANE. i have nine overdue assignments and six/seven due TODAY. i feel like teachers believe that because we are at home, that we are capable of doing more work - but it's the complete fucking opposite.

teachers will set work that's due in fucking september, and then we never hear about it again until its due which is so irritating because on my school site, the assignments pop up chronologically if that makes sense ( like,, if theres an assignment due next week it will come before the one thats due next month ). so then we're just bombarded with three months of work to do in one day and it's awful.

i feel so fucking sad all the time and i deadass just never want to wake the fuck up. i discovered i had just under two months of school left and had one my worst mental breakdowns like,, ever ?? i got so fucking mad i wanted to break something it was a terrible experience.

stay the fuck at home. only go out for necessary reasons. don't fucking make shit worse for everyone by being a selfish citizen. help your health service, your neighbours and your family by sitting your ass on the couch and not going the fuck outside.