OffGun Status (OffGun Fanfic)

what are we?

We just finished shoot the scene where khai finally realize his feelings for third.

I am eating my snack Jack right now, I look at Papii where is laughing with white and mike, I am wondering what is his true feelings for me really? Like the character that he portray did he finally realize it? What is our status? What does the meaning of his care for me? Like a brother? A friend? Or....

A lover?

I'm hoping that the answer is the  last choice. I like papii since puppy honey ended. We are always together, we go on the tours, fan meetings and people around us cannot unattached us to each other.

At first for me it is just a fan service. I see him as a big brother and a friend but later on... I realize that my feelings for him changed. I don't look at him as a brother or a friend anymore, it is more than that.

People think that we are really dating for real. He let me to give him a nickname. He doesn't want anybody to touch him or being clingy with him, but he let me. I can kiss him anytime, I am addicted to his smell and kissing his neck... but he doesn't bother to scold me. Sometimes he is acting sweet with infront of many people but he is sweeter with me when we are alone, that's why I started to think that it is more than just a fan service or a show. He also take me to his house and introduce with his family, bought some gifts for me. Also taking me with his alone travel. But still our relationship status is blurry.

Neither me doesn't know what are we really. That's why I have a plan...

And when I'm about to call him, they stop talking and he started to walk going on me.  He sat beside me and wrapped his arms around me, and then he snatch my snack.

"Papii that's mineee" he just look at me with his usual playful smile on his face  "Not anymore" and then he continue eating again. I looked at him intently... This is the person that I like the most now. I fall for him not because he is good looking and tall it is because...

He make me felt secured, cared and accepted. He always take care of me. His flaws makes him unique, when I'm with him I can do whatever I want, I can be whoever I am, he doesn't judged me. This is the person that understand me the most. That's why I want to take care of him too and spend my life with him until my last breath.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" this guy is really a messy eater, there's a lot of leftovers powder snack on the side of his mouth.

"Err it' a because you are messy eater, look at your face" he move his face near me, we are facing each other now-- very near. I wish my heartbeat doesn't that loud

"Ikr, wipe it for me naaa" shia this is the reason why I'm attracted to him the most. I wipe the leftovers on his face and he just smile and looking at me. The people around us already used on our actions, sometimes it is more than this...

"Tsk what are you? A baby?" I just need to avoid eye contact, my heart might explode.

"Yes... Your baby" shia I'm sure my face is fuckin red right now. "Look at your face, you are blushing hard HAHAHAHAHAHA" see he's teasing me again.

"Papiii stop teasing me!!!" I smack his arms and tickles him and all he do is to laugh. "Okay okay I'll stop now" but he's still laughing and we almost fell on the sofa.

"Err papii, New year is coming do you have any plans?" I decided to start my plan

"I don't have but I think they are planning to have a party. Why?"

"Err can I ask you to go with me in The moon bar?" We are really comfortable with each other that sometimes we forgot the people around us. I am sitting comfortably on his lap while his arms around on my stomach.