CEO's toy (shades Of grey /BDSM romance)

Love and Hate | CH 25

I stand shook from his action causing me to stay in a realization state. i touched my lips tracing the lips from Alex. 'He kissed me. '
My lips still tremble from the scene. I grabbed a hold of myself and my senses was back to reality, I hated to see Alex in front of me pouring me this loved of his. "Stop!" I pushed him from all of my energy that I had and walked away to the other side he looked to me and apologized. "I'm sorry Aliya, I was not thinking." He looked down with a fault eyes and huffed out his working cell. " good night. You need to go." I crossed my arm in a defensive way and watch him spit out all of his reasons in staying. " no, I'm not doing that. I can't possibly leave you with him" he pointed at the sleeping Jonathan at the couch.

Does he expect me to let him stay here after that kissing?.

"No really you have to go now. " I pushed him out to the door which he was not making it harder for me, he was worried of me with a man in the living room but in my case Jonathan is drunk and he can not see in the darkness with a drunk eye. I asked him if he had left anything which he said he have none so I waved him good bye with a bitter word of good bye. Alex left with a silence and a beating behind everything to me. Now I'm not sure if I should continue to hate him now or to follow what I still feel, love him.

***

I pour myself a coffee and make a coffee for Jordan as well. He was already awake but yet sleepy with a washed out brain from the event last night which I hope not revealed when he is still in my place.
"You okey" I slide a anti-sober medicine and a coffee with it as I seat down at the other side of him. " thanks." His browse was all together with a painful headache, he did not take time to drink the medicine and the coffee it relieve some of the pain but not entirely. " I'm sorry if anything happy last night, if I acted up or... sorry I did not mean to cause you trouble Aliya.". The sigh of Jordan saying like this as if we were stranger to start off was heart breaking. True, I hated him cause he did not told me that Marina was his sister and his sister almost ruin my life after her searching up my background and pouring my modeling pictures to my parents and family.
But the fact that Jonathan helped me a lot and did a lot of good things to me still erased the pain that he told me a lie or hidden a lie.

"You know it is okey. I no longer dislike you, maybe I was just over reacting or something like that. But.." I smiled and to him after a realization that I should not have disliked him since he know that I would avoid him when I know that Marina is his sibling, and I would not have such a great friend like him.
His eyes widen and sparkle with happiness, his voice was hyped as if he felt no pain from the hang over.
"Really! " he shouted. I nod to him confirming that I mean what I said. " YES! Thank you Aliya for the second chance, I swear.. I will not let this second chance go in vain." " he celebrated his coming back friendship to me and after a few seconds he stopped, I laughed at him so hard that it replied to my head. " now where is the happy person, still seating in a hangover state." I said to him sarcastically but he laughed to me.

"Now your making fun out of me." He smirked to me and nodes his head when he noticed a blazer coat for men laying on top of the kitchen other sofa. I looked to where his eyes landed and recognized the same blazer that Alex wear in party. " is someone here with you last night." I probably don't need to tell him however I do not want to destroy our new build friendship again.

"Well... Alex took me into party last night and drive me home when last night you came knocking to my door and Alex was the one who answered you." I explained it to him slowly with a expression of frustration that he might freak out but in reality he did not he just shrugged off.

" I should be going back now or my dad will freak out." He said to me when I inquire him again. " are you sure your okey?" He nod to me and give me a thumbs up blinking at me at the other eye. trying to work his charms...

I shook my head as he already walked away. I glance over to the blazer with a burning feeling towards him, a feeling of excitement and also a annoyed feeling. As possible I do not want to see him today and neither tomorrow.
I sigh and look to my phone my idea of giving it was to go with Jemaira, he had to help in this one. I texted him if where is he and he told me he just stayed a couple of days on his new boyfriend since he can't walk. my head exploded. 'A new what?' He literally told me that he will explain after when he come back.

For the love of god I do not have any choice but to see him or would I...my head 'ping' in genius ness and grabbed it packing it in a big zip lock bag making sure that I put full name and the address I want to send.
Of course I put his name and the building he is in like the floor, but I think this is already a sign since their is no one else named after Alex Castell but the Young CEO himself.
I head to a grab delivery station and let them delivered it there. Though it was useless since it was only a blazer however I does not want to give it to him personally, I know when I step in to the building everyone is under him working and he might trap me.
My head started a small scenario which gives me goose bumps and an excitement too in my bones.

***

Alex Castell POV:

I was finishing the papers to sign for the profit papers and material papers. It was kind of a little harder for me to cope up the left business since my dad had to give me extra work after I told him that I mean out with the marriage with Marina and he agreed without any hesitation but he gave me works in sharing and other company in the other country which was actually run by Marina herself which she did a pretty good job, not polish but good.

My new assistant knocked on my office door with the familiar papers that I told him to bring in, it is the papers for collaboration and others money dealing. " Sir.  A grab delivery guy delivered this." My browse reach at each other when I looked at it.

I did not ordered anything online.

He put it on top of my table. " sir I'll leave it here I need to go." He run out to the door and I was left baffled at what package it was. 'Perhaps dad surprised me with something?' My dad usually likes surprises, which is now I'm surprised on giving me something when he usually does not anymore since as he said. " you almost have everything son, what else can you ask for? A girlfriend.."

I grab the plastic with a full name on it and an address, I open it and saw a black part of the fabric inside a zip lock bag. I take it out fully from the delivery plastic and saw a perfectly placed paper inside it.

"Hi Alex, it's Aliya. I know you weren't sober enough since you forgot you left your blazer to me. However next time do not forget your belongings specially in others home. "

   The thought of how hurry she was writing it makes me laugh with a horrible stroke of pen-man ship. I grab a hold of myself in laughing hard and moved on to the item then I remember it was a blazer. I don't really want to say forgot since I haven't I was actually expecting that she would bring it to me personally but she dodge it, she bring it to me via a delivery method.
A slick action just caught me off guard and throw my chances out of the window right at the moment I left my blazer.

"Super smart Aliya. So smart." I smirked at the blazer when I traveled my hand to the telephone button of my office and asked my assistant to search for the background of the working place of Aliya.
I know she was embarrassed and trying to avoid me in as much as possible but I won't let her do that. I must keep her close to me.

After I told my assistant I messaged Aliya by my phone and texted her that I already received it and told her that I was thankful.  I was not planning to tell her yet, she is smart, she'll know that I did that on purpose.
I have to make a way for me to be closer to her. I smirked to myself while I play my pen around my fingers imagining of Aliya's embarrassed face when I kissed her of my emotion bursting out due to my drunk ness.

" her cute expression just can't be remove out of my mind. "