CEO's toy (shades Of grey /BDSM romance)

complicated?? // CH 21

Ms. Aliya's Trouble Love

Aliya POV:

Is he sure? He can't be... he must be joking to me, he have fiance why does he want me to be his lovers...

I look to his eyes searching and my heart was telling me to forgive him on how unreasonable he is and how everything he does including his lies.

Am I going to let that slide?
I look down telling myself that I changed the feelings of falling in love, I already changed that weeks ago. My heart was anxious as if I will trip any moment.

"Can I think about this. This is so sudden..  " I look away but he follow my eyes.

"Aliya I know your feelings and I have not count my feelings either to exchange it to you. " he sighs looking with such sorrows and agony.
He took my hand and with his holding it with a gentle eyes, I slowly took back my hand and smiled nervously.

" Alex, I do not think we can work out... I-- "
His smile was fading and he nodded to me taking his hand both of them to his back.
" I moved on.. Alex, you might realized you love me now, but " I shook my head trying to stop how I feel.

I feel bad for him, my heart ache because of this telling myself and Alex that I do not want him anymore.

" I will not stop Aliya... I will persue you" he said to me.

There is a part of me that jump in joy, but also a sad truth that I don't wanna be with him... but...

" fine, do your worst." I said holding back my tears.

I turn my back to him walking out of the rooftop. I head down and saw Jemaira still there waiting for me, he was leaning at his car and holding a phone he looked to me with sarcasm but then his mood change.

" something telling me that Alex had done something. " he said. He cocked his head to the side, " come on girl cheer up; do that sulking later..." he walked to the driving side and I followed him inside the car.

I breath and soothed my head. About now... he probably did was planning his attempt to sway me. I better not be moved.

****

After two days I receive a flowers and stuff toy, it was a cute pack with a letter from Alex, he wrote poems to me inside those cards in the past two days.

After I apologize to Marina I have deleted Jordan's number and blocked him on my emails. I think his just hanging out with m because Marina talked to him about it.
I also found out that she was his sister, I could not believe myself that all this time I have been befriended by my enemy.

Now, what to do with the flowers...

" it would be such a waste to throw this.."

I look to the beautiful arrangement of the flowers, roses and Star Gazers my favorite flowers, how come Alex knew my favorite flowers? Did he ask a little help...

He used to send me some roses and some pretty onces along with star gazers as the flower shop had designed the arragement but usually is just some expensive ass roses when we date or he surprises me.
'I guess he never change...' i shrugged it out as I recieved another text message from Alex telling me to meet him in the restaurunt, he sent me the exact location through GPS map.

I staired at the message when Jemaira came in to surprise me withount me knowing he was even here.
"SURPRISE" she shouts.  as I almost lossen grip on my phone. I turn to him quickly with a shocked face and there he smiled and giggled. " hi honey"

'Somethings new to him'. I look closely to my bestfriend and realized he just put on some permanent lashes that is flecking his eyes on point.

I pointed to it with a smile in my face complimenting on how good it looked on him. Ofcourse he gave me the real price of having one and it was actually an investment to hinself like a car.
It was crazy that years after his investment of a expensive car he invest again to a facial look.

I turn my back walking to the other side still thinking on what to reply to him. I never did reply to any if his messages I just went ignoring them but the gift I receive them like flowers and stuff animals but I stored them away cause I don't want them near me, not from the person I hate.

I did was to keep it low-key and try not to get caught from Jemaira's radar. His too good playing this love and hate games that's his specialty.

I walked to the other side agreeing and listening to what he said, I was about to reply him my answer of meeting him and having dinner with him but before I could pres any letters he came to me.

" girl we should go and have some sweets, my source told me there are some cute boys around town" he smiled again with the topic.

I closed the phone and faced the screen down to the kitchen counter and when he saw my face that smiling and ready to party face faded. " can someone tell me where is Aliya the party girl I known from all this years? "

I laughed to him pretending that I got something in my head for a while but that small glitter in his eyes told everything. " Aliya, girl. Don't tell me Alex is coming again" . His browse was high up as he eyed the flowers from Alex I put in the kitchen counter.

'Why does he always have to know...'

I look to him. " I-I buy them for myself. "
He crossed his arm and started with a joke to me. "Sure thing baby girl but that CEO rich daddy just won't stop, won't he..." he smirked to me.

' my lies were not that great compared to Alex's lies. But Jemaira does have a point, he won't stop. '

I shrugged to him and eyed the cellphone with nervous drill flowing to my whole body. ' should I come to his invitation? At dinner '

" tsk, tsk..."

Jemaira clicked his tongue and grab my phone as he marched towards me giving me frown look but a incouraging one. " you should ". He said handing me the phone. I gave him a soft but uncertain smile to him before I tap to the menu of the phone and travel to the message button and replied him a message that give him a information that I will be coming to the dinner he invited me.

The typing seems like a year passed by with my finger shivering as they click the screen of the phone and send it without any blink of an eye.
After sending it to the man who is never stoping to his track of pursuiding his love.

I clinche my chest feeling the strong throb of mg heart for a minutes thinking of him and what shall I do. I no longer desire for him and I no longer wanting to love. But why does this heart of mine still throb like the day I have interest of him since he has not knew my feeling for him.

I scowl. ' Rideculous'