"I don't think it can go on like this" Jean says, a regret cluster of words coming out of his mouth faster than he could stop them.
Tsuyoshi doesn't open his mouth. His head hung low as if he had anything to say, he wasn't sure why jean was starting with him, yet again. But when does he ever know?
"What do you mean by that huh? Hayato is a work friend and you know that, so why is it such a big deal now hm? i don't understand your logic one bit, you're ridiculous to me. You do this everytime i come back to you, so what is it now?"
Jean scoffs out a pathetic sounding laugh and clenches his fist, speaking with a tone he never had before. "I think we both know what i am talking about, you're not realizing where i am coming from do you? I just want to be your number one priority but right now i'm last. You treat the guy the same as me. Posting him on your instagram too? I think i have a right to be mad. Don't i, Tsuyoshi?"
Tsuyoshi listened, his eyes glistening with tears he was trying to hold back. He doesn't like being scolded, but especially not by his boyfriend. He was speechless, well at least for a few minutes at least.
"I'm sorry." The words he knew jean did not wanna hear, but he said them anyways with a regret in his voice. "you know i love you and i miss you everyday. Don't be like this right now.. i could complain about how you're always with Mizuki but i don't, do i?" He said, his cheeks stained with tear stains now that he couldn't keep back his tears.
Jean was furious, but didn't show it in any way at the moment. "I'm with him because you know i can't be alone all day. I get in my head, you idiot. I can't believe you are comparing this to you right now. I should up and leave now, shouldn't i?" He said with hurt in his voice, he didn't have words anymore.
He walked away, but before he could get further than the doorway Tsuyoshi grabbed him and trembled while talking. He placed his lips slowly on the others, only for a few seconds before he pulled away.
"You know i love you, right?'
The words slipped out so smoothly, both of them stopped in their tracks. Jean wiped the tears from his own face before using his sleeve to wipe the olders off. "I do know, but you don't act like it. And that's what is bothering me."
Tsuyoshi didn't bother to bicker anymore, all he did was nod and sigh in agreement. "and im sorry about it, you know that. I have been so busy lately i have not given you any of my time, i haven't been as i should have been. and again, i'm so sorry baby."
The word made his cheeks turn a light pink. He nodded and cupped his cheeks, and planted a soft, gentle kiss on his lips once more.
"It's always me and you, isn't it?"
