JIKOOK | ONESHOTS

🥀 | never enough.

a/n: just a small warning, the first lot of angsty ones were written quite a while ago, so i apologise if the writing is bad.
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warnings: self harm, self hate

"all of this is no coincidence, just- just- i could feel that."

jimin was practising serendipity on stage for the concert they had the following day, he felt a bit ill from overworking but was trying to make sure it didn't interfere with his physical health. jimin noticed jungkook and taehyung sitting at the very edge of the stage watching him, whispering between themselves.

"the world is different from yesterday, just- just- with your joy."

jimin winced as one of his muscles cramped up, causing him to stumble a bit. there was muffled laughter from the two boys watching him, as jimin regained his stance he noticed jungkook standing up and mimicking his stumble, completely over exaggerating it. jimin was trying to hold back tears as he continued to sing and dance.

"when you called me, i became you're flo- flower."

jimin visibly winced at the voice crack, feeling like everything was failing him.

he couldn't sing.

he couldn't dance.

he was weak.

jimin jumped as he heard the music had stopped playing, before realising he had been standing and staring into space for a solid minute. he scowled and was about to ask to restart before jungkook and taehyung walked over to him with smirks.

"you seem a little distracted jimin." taehyung grinned, patting his friends back, the rest of bts were also approaching them with sorry smiles for jimin.

"at least he's not being a crybaby over it, remember when he cried after his voice failed him in april?" namjoon smirked, although for jimin it stung to hear.

"he was right about his voice all along, he can't sing!" jungkook said loudly, "let's be honest he sounded shit."

everyone was laughing.

nobody realised how much that comment hurt to jimin, it broke his fragile shell of confidence and self pride.

"he always sounds shit." taehyung added jokingly, although jungkook nodded enthusiastically.
"every concert he sounds like a dying animal, i'm surprised jimin even became an idol from those horrifying vocals!"

jimins breath increased as he tried to hold back tears, he looked away and felt his eyes glisten with tears before he quickly excused himself and ran off to the bathroom.

once he got to the mens bathroom he locked himself inside a cubicle and cried his heart out, covering his eyes and sinking to the ground. he tried to sing a few lines of serendipity but his voice sounded ugly and broken, the boy broke into heavy sobs at the sound of it.

"i can't sing, i can't dance, i'm ugly, i really should leave bts.."

jimin realised it was starting to get late so he tried his eyes quickly and stood up before leaving the cubicle, checking his ugly reflection before heading to the longue, remembering he was still inside the concert venue.

jimin walked inside and inwardly sighed when noticing that everyone was already there, nobody had left a single space for him to sit. jungkook looked up and smirked, "hey guys it's the worlds worst singer to exist!"
everyone looked at jungkook with slightly surprised looks,
"that's a bit rude, jungkook." hoseok sighed, but jungkook only shrugged it off.