Purple Dandelion

14-You

(unedited)

❤️Believe❤️

He wants my heart? What kind of sick person keeps me alive for so long just to rip out my heart?

The Ancient One sounds like a voodoo master who will most probably perform the most horrendous
satanic rituals on me before ripping my heart out while I’m still alive. I did not live my life depriving
myself of bad decisions just to suffer when I die. No.

“Where is Lazarus?” I can not not die alone. I have to make sure I get out of here with the people I
came with “and Rits?”

“They have been kept in the recess room since you got to Loop.” Xherow informs with an obvious
tone.

“Xherow I am not from around here. Fact is I don’t even know where here is. So please. When you tell me something say it like I don’t know what you are talking about because the possibility of me
not knowing is extremely high at the moment. What is a recess room and what do you mean got to
Loop?”

“ I apologise. I haven’t really spoken to a human since I was one. I don’t remember much from then. The recess room is a place we go as entities to have our experience of a certain event extracted from
our sense by the Recollectors. This way the event can be experienced by all and any. The Ancient One took them there to try and figure out what happened to you on the moon you arrived. The Loop is this building you are in. It doesn’t really existed anywhere but the mind as of our resting chambers. The Loop was created by the Ancient One so that we would not forget that we were flesh
before we unlocked ourselves. It came to existence when a Queen didn’t make it to this realm. Would to like to wipe your face before I present you to him?”

“What?” is all I manage to manage to say while I process information she told me. I heard everything loud and clear but I don’t understand.

“Did you not hear me?”

“No... I heard you... but.. what?”

“When you where choking on the water you made a mess on your face. You can go rinse it off on the
bathroom.” She states, misunderstanding why I am confused. With everything Xherow has said this is the only sentence that doesn’t leave me with questions.

She guides me to the bathroom and I take a bath instead of just wiping my face. I mean who wouldn’t? The bath tub is a shallow tree stem with warm water continuously running through it.

Xherow tells me that the rivers water passes through each of the rooms pipes. Even through the
kitchen.

The water feels holy as it touches me. My thoughts seem to calm while moving into visions of possibilities. The roof seems to disappear the longer I stay in the water. Eventual it clears and all I can see is the sky. It doesn’t look the same as the one from home. It is obviously night time as the sky is bright with blue, white and red stars. They are more concentrated than the stars at home.

There are random patches of a cloudy like substance in the between the stars that makes gives theillusion that the stars are moving. I find myself mesmerized by the stars only to be brought back by Xherow telling me that I should get a move on. When I look up again the roof is back.

When I get out of the water I find some oil next to a black material on the doorway. I put the oil on which smells like candy and the black material is a loose jumpsuit that covers my whole body including my neck. I look like a sack of something. When I come out I see Xherow give a disapproving look to the jumpsuit before leading me out of the room.

I try memorising all the steps, turns and twists we are making. I try memorising the hall ways and
wall and every detail but I get distracted by my thoughts.

Everything has a meaning even if it’s meaningless. Unusually when things are in a loop it means that
they are in a continuous cycle, predictable.

“Xherow why do you call this place the Loop?”

“We are here.” We say simultaneously.

I look around me waiting to see some man dressed in some animal skin with piercings all over his body and battle scares he gained from killing wild cats and dogs. He would enter with odd sounds coming from his month which sound ridiculously stupid but his confidence while dancing like his balls are on fire will scare me to trying to run away. I won’t even get a chance to move as Xherow would hold me and pin me to some platform where I will scream until my heart gets torn out.

“Go through that door.” Xherow points to the door within a door.

I reach out and touch the door knob. My body seizes up and I froze while reaching for the knob.

The Ancient One

I sit in my room waiting on the news on whether the Chosen has woken or not. The news seem to
take an eon to come back.

I couldn’t bring myself to go see her after the third moon. The thought of her waking up with me at
her side did bring warmth to my insides but the guilt of the last position she saw me in was stronger
that the excitement. I allowed it to take over my decisions. She was finally in arms length away and I
backed away.
I have never been one to back away. Especially in this lifetime. Yet a seeming impossible event
became reality.

Tonight I was getting reports that the trees were moving again. The animals gained back their health.
Life had returned in the forest.

I felt it when she woke up but guilt still held me down. So I sent her guider to check she is awake
knowing very well she is. My chest started throbbing as I felt her draw nearer.

Before she gets to open her door I stop her. Freezing her in time while she is conscious. I am not
ready to see the look in her eyes when she sees me but I open the door to find her frozen and
staring at the place the door knob once was with her hand extended. She doesn’t see me.

The ability to gain control over one self and others is one of the reasons why we were created to
take care of Earth and it inhabitants.

Her eyes seem to tear up making me wonder if the deprivation of self control is harming her
physically. Her chest starts rapidly expending, her shoulders move backwards in pace with her chest.
Then she sneezes. Releasing herself from the frozen state I placed her in.

This has never happened with a human before. Even the Chosen take time to master the release of
the mental hold. She did it without even trying or knowing. My chest flatters with the possibility of
having the most powerful Chosen in the history of my souls existence.
She looks at my calmly and draws her right hand back. She walks slowly towards me with calculating
eyes. Her head tilts to the left . At this point my throat feels heavy and I shiver as her presence
becomes overwhelming.

She holds my head with her left hand. My skin immediately warms and I
lean into her hand and shut my eyes.
With the rapid movement of her right and she pierce something into my throat. The area gets itchy
before it fades just as fast.

“ You will not have my heart and everybody deserves a name!” she screams while rotating the object
in my throat.

She pulls it out and moves back. Dropping a piece of glass as she distances herself
from me. Her guider quickly rushes to her side as blood pours out of her hand. Believe stares at the
place she had just stabbed me. Only to see there was nothing. No blood or open wound.

Then only does she look at my face.

“You.”

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