Lost interest

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Hey dear,

I want you to be happy.
I really miss you,
I know that I pushed you away,
I wanted you to walk away from me.
I didn't have the heart to
say that to your face.
I did loved you,
But the magic in our
relationship was long gone.
I don't even know if I loved
you with all my heart.
I convinced you to walk away
and go on in your own path.
I don't want to break your heart
by saying that I had lost
my interest in our relationship.
I hate myself that I did this to you.
I still miss you and
want you to be happy.
If we didn't part ways now, we can't able to do that afterwards.
I don't want both of us to regret the decision of us being together in the future.
So I muster up the courage to part ways with you.
I didn't regret the time I've spend with you. Never.
I don't know if we both really wanted this "us".
I give it so much thought into it before I made this decision.
I came to know that
we were not meant for each other and you are not the one for me and I'm not the one for you.
I hope one day you would also able to understand this. And I hope you won't be mad at me for so long.

We can convince ourselves to love someone but we can't convince our heart.

With tears..

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