Letters from the one

Why I can't love you

Hey dear,

I'm writing this, so that you can understand why I can't love you.
You have been asking me the reason for quite sometime, so I thought I should give you an answer by this letter.

You said that you love me,
That you are madly in love with me.
You have waited so long
for me to understand your love.
But I know that you didn't love me, I can tell by the way you are looking at me.
I know that you want to win me over to show the world that
you are capable of winning.
Because if you loved me truly
You wouldn't be succumbed to
the hatred that developed
within you and hurted me by spreading rumors about me just because I didn't love you.
You may play the card of being
naive and innocent when you hurted me but the wound is still fresh in my heart.
You may want me to believe
that you're really innocent.
But you know I've grown up.
Do you know why couldn't be
able to love you back?
Because I'm not a thing for you
to win me over.
I'm a girl with a heart that needs
a true love not a fake one.

Well I wrote this letter for you.
You asked for it.

With not love.
From the girl who grown up.