Tired (SMPLive story)

*•.¸♡ 𝒔𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 ♡¸.•*

schlatt

wilbur left a few hours ago and I've run out of things to do. I cleaned my room, scrolled through twitter a bit and even organized my desk.

I fall back onto my bed and sigh, grabbing my phone. it's only 5:46pm. i open mine and carsons messages.

car

hey man, you doing
anything today

me and josh are
at the park

u can join if u want lol

sick, I'll head that way

park it is.

I search my drawers for a decent outfit, settling on black trousers and darker green hoodie. I get changed fast and head for the door.

"I'm heading out!" I call out to my brother hoping he heard me. I grab my house keys and lock the door behind me.

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I look around the park for carson and spot him and josh under the shade of a tree. josh is sprawled out with his head in carsons lap. they're so cute.

my mind wanders to how wilbur would look resting on me while I play with his short curls, as i was over to them.

"hey dude" carson says his eyes opening for only a moment to look at me. I sit next to carson and lean my head back on the tree.

I sigh as the cool breeze blows across my face. "it feels nice out today" I say closing my eyes as well, just enjoying the nice weather.

"yeah, that's why we came." I hear josh mumble.

duh. "I haven't been here in so long. eliot doesn't like leaving the house with me anymore. thinks hes too sophisticated." I chuckle.

carson let's out a small laugh. "I wish I had little siblings."

I laugh at that. "no you don't. he's a little shit." I love eliot and I'm glad hes my brother, but I'd never say that out loud.

I hear a little kid laugh in the distance, followed by more laughter and playful yelling. i open my eyes and gaze at the children playing in the swings at the far end of the park.

kids are so loud. it's not a surprise I can hear them from all the way over hear.

then I hear shuffling beside me and turn to see josh repositioning himself closer to carson. carson seems unbothered.

"am I interrupting something?" I ask in their direction. carson opens his eyes and josh sits up. "no?" carson says. yeah okay.

theres a new weird atmosphere so I decide that's my queue to exit. "I think I'm gonna go watch the sunset back at hill." I say with a small smile.

they both nod, their faces expressionless.

I walk slowly to the hill near the middle of the park. it's just a large stoop leading up to an abandoned pool and little shack.

I lay out at the top. my mind thinks back to this morning and how hastily wilbur left. I feel sad he had to leave so soon, I kind of wanted to spend the day with him. but I get his moms controlling.

my parents are hardly home and when they are, they dont really care what I do. it seems unreal that people's parents want to know every little thing they do.

I sigh and put in my earbuds. I click on a random playlist and 'rocket man' by elton john plays. I like all these mellow type songs, they make me feel calm- but that's really the point isn't it.

the sun is starting to set. the sky is a mix of orange and pinks as the sun goes down at the bottom of the sky.

it really pretty today. I enjoy evenings like this.

I watch the sky for a bit more as it grows darker., then decide to head home.

as i go back down josh and carson are no where to be seen so i assume they'd left earlier.

the walk home is quiet and peaceful. it's not completely dark yet just a little dim.

when i get home I unlock the front door with my key and slip in the door. I try to be quiet as I dont know who's sleeping this early.

I walk quickly to my bedroom and shut and lock the door behind me.

I tug my pants off, then my shirt and slide under my covers. I plug my phone in and shut my eyes, not really wanting to fall asleep yet but not wanting to stay wide awake.

then I hear my phone ding. I sit up and check it.

wilbur.

"hey, sorry for having to leave abruptly. you know how my mom is." I read aloud. a smile settles on my face as I type back 'it's okay haha'

I set my phone to do not disturb and close my eyes again. ignoring the thoughts daring to creep in my mind.

sorry it's short lol. I'm lowkey not much interested in writing about this ship right now oop. everything going on with smptwt is just making me move away from schlatt and smplive because their fanbase are just effecting how i feel about a lot of things.

will try to update more! and thank you for all the nice comments on the last chapter x I really appreciate it 🥺