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~billie's p.o.v~

"if you tell anyone about this i will end you"

my words play over in my head all night as guilt slowly trickles through my veins.

why did i do it?

why did i have to lose my temper with her?

she could've fucking died

why did i even shame jackson in the first place?

i think i know the answer to my questions. i just can't accept it.

it's as though it's deep inside me just waiting to escape. it's grasping for air, for freedom.

but it can't reach.

no one can know.

it would ruin my reputation.

the mysterious girl. the one that no one can quite figure out. the one that fucks a different guy every week. the one that people secretly fear.

it would all come crippling if they were to find out i'm gay.

i guess i get jealous when i see people like jackson: people who can freely be who they are. i'm so tired of being trapped all the time.

but that's not an excuse for me to draw attention to myself and expose my other secret. that could kill me. and my whole family.

i knew i shouldn't have lost my temper, i knew i shouldn't have met her after school.

but i did.

and now our lives rest in her hands.

i was born into the family derived from the first telekinesis man. he had the power to control any object using his mind.

as the generations pass, the power slowly branched out into elements, leaving me with hydrokinesis - the power to control water with my mind.

what y/n saw could potentially destroy me. if she tells a single soul i'll be forced to move again to escape, but still, my whole family will be at an extremely high risk of being hunted by the straekervitches.

the straekervitches are a family who have hunted us down for centuries on end.

legend has it that, many centuries ago, o'connell and straekervitch were brothers. o'connell had been born with telekinesis - the power of controlling objects with his mind. however straekervitch was born powerless; an ordinary human

as they grew up, straekervitch became extremely jealous of o'connell's abilities and as time went on, their relationship grew sour.

supposedly, straekervitch built up an army and planned do kill o'connell.

it's unknown how o'connell survived, however my father has speculated that o'connell used his mind power to drive his brother away.

we've been hunted by the straekervitches ever since. i guess they just have a really strong grudge against us.

my parents always try to explain to me that my hydrokinesis is a gift, that my whole family are the most gifted beings in the universe.

but i've never understood.

how can it be such a precious gift if i have to live in fear of it for my whole life?

~your p.o.v~

around 3 hours after arriving home, my phone starts to ring. it's jackson.

i hesitate for a moment, wondering whether or not i should tell him what happened. how far do i go?

i answer the call.

"hey babes how was your sexy meetup?" i hear his all too distinguishable voice say through the phone.

"oh, umm. actually..." i think for a split second.

how much do i tell him? im 100% sure that billie has some kind of strange watery ability, but do i even mention that part?

"it wasn't sex." i say, buying myself a little more time.

i can see his face drop in my mind's eye.

"oh" he says disappointedly. "well what happened then?" he asks.

"it was billie. i was righ-"

"shiiiiiit i bet she wasn't too happy" jackson says, cutting me off.

"she wasn't." i say and i go on to tell him the story, leaving out any parts including water.

around 10 minutes later, i finish.

"omg are you okay babes? you know we can call the police if you want to and-"

"jackson" i say, cutting him off.

"it's fine honestly,"

it's not.

"i was only out of it for a few minutes and she was actually really caring for a few moments afterwards, get some rest, i'll be okay" i reassure him.

"ok... but call me if you need anything at all hun, i'm here all night long i don't have anyone else's cock to play with. unfortunately" he says and i let out a half hearted laugh as i hear him snap his fingers sassily through the phone.

"also just remember that you still slapped her even though she had the power to kill you. so just think about that. you are a mother fucking queen hun" he continues.

we talk for a few more minutes then i put down the phone.

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a/n:
hellooooooooo
this chapter was boring as hellll 💀
but i had to fill you in a lil
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