for you

#1

I knew this would happen for a while
thought i'm prepared but it was a lie
so you finally kissed her on her lips
I bet it must have felt amazing

but why wouldn't it
you kissed her with your lips
I always wondered how they taste
always wondered how it feels

i'm looking into your eyes
then I slowly move my eyes
hypnotizing your lips
you grabbed my hips

and you kissed me slowly
and inside me
theres a firework of emotions
emotions of happiness and pure love

were kissing slowly
its like a dream
a dream I always dreamt of
and its finally reality

I can call you mine
and you can call me yours
were like fire and ice

so different
but somehow it works
never thought this would happen
but it did

everytime I see you
everytime I kiss you
I feel like I'm flying
everytime were kissing

everytime I see you
everytime I kiss you
but hey
it was all a dream

I woke up
and you're not mine
and never will
I was a fool

made my mind a tool
and tricked myself
it was never reality
oh but how I wish it was

I will never get over you
tried it so many times
always will love you
no matter what

but trust me i'm happy for you
you found love you thought you never would
it hurts its not me
but I never could be

someone who makes you happy
because I always take
and never give
but its hard to accept

the fact
that you're hers
and she's yours
and I'm no ones

I really hope you will find happiness
with the girl you love and she loves you too
if its not me its okay
but remember, I will always be here too