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do you ever lay in bed
trying to fall asleep
but your mind is wide awake

I have friends that love me
and I love them
couldn't live a day without them

but do you ever lay in bed
and just think
is it even real?

how can someone like me?
do they really love me?
are they faking it, just so they wouldn't hurt me?

I know I probably shouldn't
be thinking about things like this
but I can't help it

replaying all the words they say
just because i'm afraid
i'll find something they said

something that meant they don't like me
something that meant they're just faking
something, that means, they hate me

but it scares me
what if, actually,
no one likes me?

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