Little One: Justin Bieber Love Story

Leaving: Chapter One

Shay's POV

i never really knew what it felt like to have your heart feel like this till now.

It feels like my hearts being drained twisted a pulled out I don’t want him to go but if I tell him he'll cancel the entire tour, that can't happen I want him to be hapy a do what he loves ... oh god sometimes I wish we could always be together all the time.

" Oh I’m going to miss you so much you now that right" I said, looking into his eyes with my arms around his neck.

" I know baby me too. I wish you could just come with me"

"Oh Justin you know I can’t I have school" I fake smiled. Knowing that everything inside of me wanted me to go with Justin, but it took everything I had to stay and finish this last year of studies. 

I hugged him tight and held him in my arms for what seemed like forever. 

" Hey Justin say goodbye we gotta catch this plane" scooter shouted then gave us a small smile. I looked up at Justin and all I could do was start. Tears rolled down my cheeks " go before I change my mind and tell you stay". 

He smiled and looked down at me and just said

"All you have to do is ask me" he stood there waiting for me to stay something and I just cried and he kissed me for what felt like a thousand times. I pushed him away to break the last kiss

 " Go, before you miss your flight, call alright"

" Try and stop me" he smiled and turns to walk away still holding my hand. He turned back to look at me and said

 " Promise you won't get with anymore else, promise you'll wait for me ". "Justin I promise I don’t want anyone but you" we kissed one last time and he walked off, I watched he keep walking till I couldn’t see him anymore. 

I walk back outside to mom and just ran into her arms crying. 

the car jounery back home was long, the sclince between me and mom was comferbale and she knew that it was need just time to sit and think  

~ 3 months later ~

Everyday was hard not waking up in bed with Justin, just smiling down on me.  The bed was so cold so empty without him. We skyped and spoke on the phone, near enough everyday, twice a day. While Justin was gone I was stay back and from my place to my mom's place and my best friend shell's place.

Justin would be gone for a year and touring and couldn’t flight for shows because final's.... 

" MOMMMMMM!" 

" Coming gimme a second" mom shouted back. 

" Hey sweetie what’s up? You feeling a little better?" 

" Oh mom I just really miss him"

" Do you wish you told him to stay?" 

"Yes ... but not because he would let down his fan's" a tear rolled down my cheek. 

" I’d never want to keep him from what he loves" 

Just then my phone started to ring it was in my jacket pocket by the door mom got up and went to get it for me.

" It’s Justin,” she said with a small smile. 

“Answer the phone before it stopped ringing"

“Hey Justin, how are you? " I couldn’t hear what he was staying the phone.

" Shay really missing you, she been staying here for a little bit" I smiled,

 " Already you take care Justin and see you soon hopefully"...

" Alright love you bye sweetie" mom passed the phone to me and walked out the room and pulled my room up shut. 

" Hey baby" and that’s when the tear started

" Hi" I could hardly even get that out. Today had been one of my down day’s when I really missed Justin.

" Oh baby don't cry, I love you"

" Oh Justin I just miss you so much" 

" I know, it so hard being a way from you" 

" I love you sooo much"

" I love you too baby girl". We both stayed silent for a little, I was just waiting for him to say something to make me smile, so I could feel a little better.

"Baby girl? I gotta go scooter calling for me. I love you, bye"

Before I could even say anything something he was gone. For the rest the say I laid in bed and cuddle with mini (my dog) and watched movies, mom came in a few times to ask me if I was ok and if I needed anything.

I had a short phone call with shell we had agrraments for a girls night at mine we a few others.