Eren Jaeger

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I ran down the hallway, determined to make sure he was okay, he didn't deserve this, he deserves a normal life, or at least what we call normal.

I kept running, my feet getting quieter as I reached grass, and there he was, at the top of the grassy hill, there sat Eren. His face was in his hands, his knees pulled up to his chest, he's crying, I know it.

I slowly walked up to him, the hill nearly killing me as my legs were weak from all the running. Once I made it to the tree, I sat next to Eren, looking at him, he didn't budge.

I cleared my throat, "Eren?" Still, nothing. "Eren, I know this has to be hard for you, learning something about yourself like that-" he cut me off, "I don't care about me, I care about what my father neglected to tell me, I don't know what's happening to me and now no one trusts me, I'm a killer y/n!"

His voice was soft but stern, I don't really know what to say, how do I react to something like that? What do I do?!

I scooted over to Eren and wrapped my arm around his neck, pulling his head into my lap; he cried more, harder, I couldn't bare seeing him like this.

"Eren, I will always be here for you, you're not a killer, and you're not a monster; you're a great, hopeful, determined person that I hope to have around for the rest of our lives."

My fingers we're running through his hair until he grabbed my hand, "y/n, I don't know if I should tell you this, if you even want to know, or if you feel the same way, but I really like you, I have since I met you." He sat up, unconsciously playing with my fingers. "I was impressed by the way you'd show everyone up but still be so happy and kind. I love the way you look when you stare into the sunset, it's like you're painting a picture in your mind of everything and anything you see...I-it's beautiful."

Once again I found myself not knowing what to do, but before I could think of anything to say, my body moved on it's own, my free hand cupped this side of Eren's wet cheek, and my lips met his.

It was passionate, his lips were soft and welcoming, his hand traveled to my hip; pulling me in. It felt as though there was nothing to stop us, nothing holding us back, no titans, no townspeople, and no interruptions, just us.

Our lips parted, the both of us panting slightly, I looked down at our hands, blushing slightly, "was that a sufficient answer?"

He pushed my hair back with his hands, tucking a strand behind my ear, "yeah, yeah it was."

~one week later~

It was training day, really any day was but we don't talk about that, anyway, Eren had basically pretended nothing happened until we were alone, it had been like that for a while. I mean, I guess I don't really blame him, if someone were to find out we were in a relationship they'd probably pull a, 'this could take a toll on his performance.' This I highly doubt, he tries but he hasn't made very much progress in transforming and what not.

After training Eren and I found our way to our 'secret hideout' it's really just an abandoned ally way, we went here after training most days. The moment we were there he pushed me up against the wall kissing me hard, daringly if you will.

I wanted to kiss back, but I had other things on my mind, "Eren," he continued down to my neck, biting it softly, "Eren." I lightly pushed him off of me, "Eren, I as you know, I like you, a lot, but I'm tired of doing this, meeting in a sketchy ass ally way, never talking, ignoring one another during training, I'm tired of it. Sure it'd be bad to date or whatever, but would if we at least acted as friends."

He looked a little shocked, I'm sure he wasn't expecting to actually have to have a conversation with me, but this needed to be said. He inhaled slightly and looked at me, "y/n, I'm sorry, I didn't even realize I was doing that, not just thinking about it I realized that I don't give you a second look during training, I'm sorry I did that to you." He moved his arms to my hips rather then the wall behind me, he looked sincere.

"It's okay, I'm just tired of feeling like I'm being used, you know what I mean?"

"I can only guess, yeah."

There was a pause.

"You can kiss me now," I lightly laughed and blushed a little as I looked down. He used the knuckle of his index finger under my chin, looking into my eyes, "gladly." And just then and there, he kissed me once more, it was passionate this time around, no intentions behind it, just a wholesome kiss from the one I love. I love..I love him, I love Eren.

Our lips parted, his face still close to mine, my fingers roaming through his hair, "Eren, I love you."

Without hesitation, he returned those few, beloved words, "I love you too y/n, always have, always will."

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