You Can't Break What's Already Broken (Demus)

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Remus was in his room by himself. He had no one. Virgil left a long time ago, Orange went missing, Roman hated him, He scared the others, and Janus left a few days ago.

Remus couldn't help but feel like he had been broken. But that would be a lie.

He was always broken.

Janus and the others held him together when he was afraid he would fall apart. They made sure he stayed OK.

But now, he fell apart completely.

He cleaned the dark side just in case anyone returned but by now he gave up and just torn everything apart..

He couldn't help but feel like the girl in the Barbie song.

"You can touch, you can play, if you say I'm always yours"

He let them do whatever they wanted to him because they said they liked him. But now he realized how fucked up that was.

His face was stained red and he found it harder to breathe and do stuff now. He closed his eyes sitting in the corner of his room and remembered all the good things.

Remus was sitting on his bed when Virgil and Janus burst in. "Hey Remus! We were going to go hang out and watch a movie, wanna join usss?" Janus said happily.

Remus jumped up and down like a child. "Hell yeah!" He said grinning. He ran out the door and into the living room sitting on the couch while Janus and Virgil joined him.

It had been half way into the movie when Remus noticed Virgil didn't look so well. "Hey you OK Virgin?" He asked.

Virgil nodded. "I just gotta go do something I'll be right back!" He smiled and left. Little did Remus and Janus know that would be the last time they saw him the same.

Remus's eyes suddenly stung with tears as he tried to calm down. Right there he had another memory with Orange.

Janus and Remus had been feeling down when Orange or as they liked to call him, Angel, had walked in. They gave him the nickname from when he dressed up as an Angel for halloween.

"Guys you shouldn't feel so down. Sure he left us but that doesn't mean we need to sulk about it..." Angel said sighing.

Janus sulked a bit before standing up. "You are right!" He said. He grabbed Remus's hand and twirled him around as Remus blushed.

Angel chuckled knowing about the huge crush Remus had on Janus. "So wanna watch a movie?" He questioned.

Remus tensed before relaxing. "Yeah that sounds good" he said quietly. Janus nodded in agreement as the three sat and watched a movie.

When the movie was about to end Angel heard something. "Huh that's weird. I'll go check it out, Kay?" He said. Janus and Remus both nodded not thinking much about it.

When Angel got up and checked things out he screamed loudly. Remus leaped up as Janus had fallen asleep and ran. When he got there he was devestated to see Angel gone.

He had searched the rest of the house after with no look and cried that night knowing Angel was gone.

Remus couldn't handle it. The pain and memories were too strong. He covered his mouth to muffle his cries even though no one was there to hear. He curled up when he remembered the most painful and recent incident.