Healing embrace

Prologue

"Hey.. Let's stop this baby.. I wa-" I didn't finish my words when I saw his stares was cold as Ice.

What happened? He never used this kind of stares to me ever since, did I do something wrong?

"Baby are we cool?" I nervously asked, but still manage to smile, showing him that I'm okay but deep inside this atmosphere is really really making me furious.

"Ayoko na." Dalawang salita lang. Ang sakit.

"Me too baby, ayoko na.. Itigil na natin 'to, let's make this real!" I was about to hug him when he move backward.

Something's really wrong here, is this some kind of prank or another stunts by him again? Hindi na ako natutuwa ah!

"I'm tired Hailey. Ayoko na.

Tuluyan nang naglabasan ang mga luha ko dahil hindi naman ako bobo para maintindihan ang sinasabi niya. Pero ayoko intindihin! Fuck! Ayoko!

"Oo nga! Ayun nga sabi ko diba?! Ayoko na rin! Kasi this is all just a game in the first place, I want this thing to end right here because I wanna make it real! Diba? Diba?" I said but there's a glint of hope in my voice, wishing that he's totally in the same idea as mine.

"No. I know you know what does it mean. Please 'wag mo na pahirapan sarili mo. Ayoko na. Please." I saw hurt in his eyes but it faded immediately.

"Ayoko... ayoko.. baby please? Ano bang nagawa ko? Ha? Itatama ko, please naman... 'wag ganito oh, nasasaktan na ako, please tell me something! Ano ba?!" I shouted in the top of my lungs. Putangina. Ano 'to deja vu? Bwisit na 'yan.

"I'm sorry Hailey.. please forget about me now."

Tanginamo! Pano kita makakalimutan?! Ano 'to gaguhan?!

"I can't.. Hindi ko kaya, tangina patayin mo nalang ako! Pagtapos ng lahat? Ano ba? Nagbibiruan lang ba tayo dito?" Tuloy tuloy na ang pag agos ng luha ko, wala na akong pakelam kahit magmukha akong tanga dito!

"Maybe yes.. biro lang naman lahat sa simula diba? Tinatapos ko lang ang l'aro Hailey."

"No! Please baby? Don't leave me hanging please? My feelings for you were real, ngayon ko lang narealize, please give me a chance to prove it to you.." I can already taste my tears and hear my loud sobs continously but I don't really mind.

Bakit ganito? Lagi na lang ganito nangyayari sakin, tangina ano 'to sumpa?

"But mine wasn't. I didn't love you Hailey." Wow, may mas isasakit pa pala yung mga sinabi niya kanina. Shet. Ang galing.

"W-what? Ha-ha! Joker ka talaga!" Mukha na siguro akong tanga sa harap niya ngayon, no mukha na siguro akong baliw. Shit yes I am!

"I have to go.. I'm really sorry Hailey. It's not my fault if natalo ka sa sarili mong laro.. I told you before, right? I have someone else in my heart... I'm sorry."

Shit, that girl?! Why did I forget about her first love for fuck's sake! Tangina ang bobo mo Georgina Hailey!

No one would tell how I am feeling right now, I feel so devastated, I don't know if may hihigit pa sa salitang iyan but one's thing for sure.. pagod na pagod na pagod na ako.

I am tired chasing people at the end. I am tired crying just because someone left me.. again. I am tired begging someone just to fucking stay. Pagod na. Pagod na ako.

"It's okay.. I understand now. Just go.." Sinenyasan ko siyang umalis na at ng tumalikod siya sa akin ay doon ay dahan dahan akong napaupo sa kinatatayuan ko at sumubsob sa mga hita ko at umiyak... nanaman.

"And please don't come back.."

"I will."

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