School is starting tomorrow. I can't help but think my senior year will be great. I have a close knit circle of innocent friends. I dont need to be getting in any sort of trouble like my mom did. I do have a small crush though. Him and I have been best friends since the fourth grade. And everyday we would have deep conversations about how awful my life was. And still, he chooses to stick by my side. Often times he would hug me and kiss me forehead, showing me that it will all be okay in the end. His name was Joe, Joe Sugg.
He has told me before that he loves me. However, I still think hes on a friend level. Even still, I am just so excited to see him tomorrow. We've been emailing all summer however my mom doesnt let me hang out with my friends because she thinks I'll get pregnant. I guess my mom was never disciplined when she was younger.
I just recieved a handwritten note from Joe because my grandmas internet doesnt work very well. I told him that, because I tell him everything. The envelope was written clearly, my name in the beautiful cursive he knows I love. I opened the letter, and I couldn't believe my eyes..
