2130 [OG]

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i heard someone cried beside me,
oh dear don't waste your tears,
i am happy that i will leave this world,
you should live your life.

but i was mistaken,
i'm not dead, yet.
what happened?
how come i'm not dead yet?

i'm trying so hard to open my eyes,
it feels like my eyes had been glued,
fuck.

then i see everything white,
oh maybe i'm in heaven hehe,
i feel something moving beside me,
and i see you.

what are you doing here?
this is the place for dead people,
and you can't be dead.

i heard a knock,
you notice the noise and
immediately wake up,
i squeeze my eyes again,
pretend i still unconscious.
i heard you talk with the one who knock earlier.

'she's okay, but she will need to come to the therapy, it will help even not 100 percent but i'm sure that she can regain her health. you should do some talk to her when she wakes up joon-ah'

oh so that's the doctor.

i assumed that you nodded,
as i heard the door closed,
and you sit beside me again,
suddenly i feel something drop on my hand,
i open my eyes and saw
you crying again
because of me.

'you know you look ugly when you cry eventho you wear mask i still can see that you are ugly'

you shudder maybe shocked.
you lift your face up,
there's no my favorite moon eyes,
there are just a puffy eyes.

'why you did that? i think i will lost you forever. please don't do that again. please i beg you. don't leave me. i know this sounds ridiculous because we just knew each other for only a few months but i love you. you are the only friend i have, the only one who lend an ears when i need it. so please don't ever do that again'

'tsk so emotional. yea yea okay i will'

i saw your eyes getting smaller,
i take that as you are smiling,
there, my fav eyes,
i'm sorry.