Love Untold (COMPLETED)

Chapter 9

It's saturday morning. Nandito kaming tatlo sa sofa and we are currently talking about their lovelife. Naisip ko tuloy yong sinabi ni Jayce.

"You don't need a boyfriend."

Shit! Paulit-ulit na yang nag eecho sa utak ko! Ano bang ginawa sakin ni Jayce? He kissed you. Sabi ng inner self ko! Ano ba naman yan Jia!

"Jia, kamusta kayo ni Jayce?" Biglang tanong sakin ni Lexine. "Anong kamusta kami? Were friends." I said. Totoo naman eh. Hindi naman siya nanliligaw saakin. Hindi din naman niya sinabi saakin sirectly na gusto niya ako.

"Pero sa mga post niya sa instagram parang gusto ka niya." Sabi ni Cassy.

I sighed. "Honestly speaking guys. Jayce didn't tell me about it. Hindi niya naman sinasabi saakin kong gusto niya ako or what."

"Iba ang actions niya sayo. Diba nga sabi mo samin, if the guy likes you it should be in hid actions not to his words." Ani Lexine.

"Yes, I said that. But sometimes, assurance needs to be spoken. Alangan namang mag-assume ako diba? Tsaka diba sinabihan mo ako na mag-ingat kay Jayce?"

Nagkibit balikat si Lexine saakin. This time si Cassy naman ang nagsalita.

"Bother pa rin ako kay Jayce. Lalo na't may sinabi saakin si Alex about him." Mahinang sabi niya. Lexine also said the same thing.

"Alam niyo guys, 'wag na kayong mabother. Tsaka hindi din naman ako nag assume kay Jayce. I let things happen. Sumasabay lang ako sa nangyayari, kasi ganon naman kasi talaga dapat. Hindi naman porket pinakitaan ako ng motibo, i-gagrab kona. Actions might be speaks louder than words but sometimes we needs assurance that is spoken. Malay mo wala lang pala sakanya yon, tapos ikaw todo assume. Edi sa huli, sayo lahat ng pain diba?"

They both sighed to my statement. Bakit ba saakin ang topic? Kanina lang silang dalawa ah?

"Teka nga, Lexine kayo na ba ni Anton?" Panghuhuli ko ritom agad naman itong namula at dahan-dahang tumango. Inirapan ko ito, hindi niya man lang sinabi saamin agad!

"Oh ikaw Cassandra Floresca! Kayo na ba ni Alex?" Pataray na tanong ko rito! Tumango din ito at namula.

"Ang lalandi niyo! Bakit hindi niyo sinasabi saakin?! Dapat na din ba ako maghanap ng boyfriend? Ayaw ko namang maging fifth wheel palagi!" Sabi ko ng patawa-tawa.

"Bakit ka pa maghahanap, eh diba meron na si Jayce?" Pabirong sabi ni Cassy.

"Ulol ka, Cas." Sabi ko rito.

Tumawa lang kami at nagpatuloy sa kwentuhan. I'm happy for them. They found their love while we are on our wa my to our achievement. I feel genuine happiness, ngayon ko lang sila nakitang ganyan kasaya. I mean they might have flings back then, but it doesn't show the same emotions the way they feel today. I'm glad, that they found someone who will love them. I have a secret that not anyone knows about. It's just me and my mother knew about it. I don't want them to feel pity over me. I just want to create happy memories with the people around me.

"Jia, look at Jayce's post." Lexine said.

I took out my phone and look for it. It's my photo again, and the caption says "I miss you, Jia." Kumunot ang nuo ko pagkabasa ko 'non. Binalingan ko ng tingin sila Cassy at Lexine.

"I'm getting bothered about this." I honestly told them. Jayce doesn't need to post about it. He can tell it directly to me. Hindi yong sa social media pa.

"You two need to talk." Seryosong sabi ni Lexine. Huminga ako ng malalim. I agree with it, we surely need to talk.

"Let's set your talk tomorrow. Pasyal tayo." Suggest ni Cassy. Tumango kami ni Lexine bilang pag payag. They talk to Alex and Antom over the phone.

Umalis ako sa sala at pumunta na sa kwarto ko. I really need to talk to Jayce. I don't know but somehow, i'm happy. At the same time, i'm afraid. Ang daming what if's sa utak ko, at alam ko hindi yon healthy.