a stupid rat is all I'll ever be

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Hyde's POV:

I can't believe that Licht honestly doesn't care about my feelings, I litearly just told him how I felt about being mistreated by him and what did I get? A STUPID "GET YOURSELF TOGETHER YOU DAMNED RAT"!!!

Why doesn't the damned angel get himself together, why does he think he's so perfect, but most importantly why do I want his acceptance so badly? I never actually cared about how he felt about me until recently...but why?
Could it be that-... No, No that can't be.. And if it we're I wouldn't stand a chance-. Okay I just want to get along with him thats all!...yeah...
My thoughts we're suddenly interrupt by a knock on my door- wonder who it is? Ah it's probably Krantz or Gill so I'll let him come in I guess....
"Come in" I said in a annoyed tone not looking twoards whoever it was

"Hyde I-"

I turn to see the angel looking down, he seemed like he wanted to say something but was really hesitant.

"You what Licht?"

"I'm...."

"You're....?"

"I'm sorry for hurting your damn feelings you rotten hedgehog...Okay? I'm sorry..."

Wait
Was my hearing okay?
Did the violent angel who hates me just....apologize to me?
For hurting my feelings?

"Eh, are you actually sorry or are you trying to act like you care?"

"Hyde, I'm truly sorry okay?"

"Why do you treat me like you usually do then? How would you feel if I kicked you arround and called you names whenever you'd try to get my attention? How would you feel if I just pushed aside all your efforts to get close to me and treat you like if you we're a criminal, huh?"

"Look, I'm sorry I only treat you like that because......"

"Because what? Why did you stop? What are you so afraid of saying?"

"It's because you're a demon.."

I could tell thats not actually what he wanted to say but something about him saying that made me snap and argue back-

"SO!? I can't help being a vampire! I never got to chose who I wanted to be! I never asked to exist either! But look where I'm at! All because I'm a so called "Demon" doesn't mean I don't have feelings like you do! Or wait do my feelings not matter to you just because you're an "angel"?"

Licht stared at me for a bit only for a second he dropped his icy glare into a sadder stare that made him look vulnerable but quickly went back to his normal cold face. I could feel my face burning up while I was trying to hold in tears but they rolled down anyways.

"Hyde....I can't tell you why yet cause I still don't know okay..? Give me some time."

His voice was serious but if you listened closely a bit trembley at the same time.. I wonder what he meant by that.. What does he even think of me right now? Why is it comforting to see this side of him?...

To be continued

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