Fix me.

T W E N T Y-S E V E N

"I don't know what tomorrow holds but I know who holds tomorrow,
Allah does."

Ablah gazed at the wall infront her,she didn't know for how long but she knows that she has been looking at it,just like the way she saw the day pass by,that was how she saw the night pass by also,it is already nearly time for fajr,she was still sprawled on her prayer mat,she had prayed,cried,recited the qur'an,cried again,think..

She is totally depressed..

She can still remember his words..

"I love you Ablah"

She felt tears roll down her cheeks..

"If this is how hard it is to lose someone you love"

"To see the person you love getting married to someone then I pray that nobody goes through this because it hurts so much":Ablah said crying as she held her heart..

Her eyes were already red and puffy,she had eye bags under her eyes,she looked terrible..

She didn't even know how and when she fell in love with Latif,all she knows is that she loves him and respect him so much..

Two weeks ago were the saddest weeks of her life,she tried as much as she could to dodge Latif,she will not go to a place where he is because she doesn't want to remember that he is marrying her sister..

She knows that if she sees him smile then she will change her decision in a blink of an eye..

And she doesn't want to hurt Tanzeel not at all..

She turned her gaze to the pile of books infront of her which she have failed to read..

She carried her phone and played the qur'anic recitation from her phone as she closed her eyes and listened to it..

But whom she saw made her open her eyes in a swift..

Latif..

She can still remember the he recited Wattaba'u with a raised voice..

Tears gushed down her eyes when she remembered their qur'anic recitation moments,the way they will raise their voice or lower it..

She chuckled sadly..

"You are so cruel Latif,why do you have to revolve everywhere":She cried out throwing her pillows to the wall..

"Ablah what is happening?":she heard her Ammi's voice..

She quickly wiped her face as she composed herself and made her way to the door..

"Ammi it is nothing,is it already time for fajr":She asked smiling..

"Have you been crying":Ammi asked her entering the room..

"No Ammi, I was reading a hadith and then I got emotional and started crying":she lied..

She lied down on her Ammi's laps and she start tapping on her head affectionately..

"Which hadith?":Ammi asked..

"On the Authority of Umar Ibn Al-Khattab who said: "I heard the messenger of Allah saying: