A/n Ok just letting you guys know that this chapter is all Mattia's P.O.V.
Mattia's P.O.V I was scared to go near her what if i hurt her. My condition is growing every time i get mad or upset. Thats why i have to be happy i left...but im not im upset. "Hey..uhh...can i get 2 packs of those and a sprite." Cashier "Sure handsome here you go." "Don't call me that..!" I got angry but i took a deep breath and apologized. " Sorry and thank you." Cashier: " It's ok...Have a good day." I walked out and got in my jeep.I was on my way to my mom's grave when i saw a car a familiar one i parked my jeep near the sidewalk and got out. I wasn't wearing my Glasses or contacts so i squinted to see. It was Y/n she looked depressed like she hasn't been sleeping or eating just crying...I felt bad but i couldn't..i would hurt her. "M-Mat-tia.."She stuttered "Hey..." "MATTIA PLS COME BACK I MISS YOU!!"She cried out loudly while walking towards me. "Y/n i cant i don't wanna hurt you..."I said backing up. "You won't i know you wouldn't"she sobbed. "Im sorry i have to go..." "At least g-give me a hug.."She cried. I walked over to her and her a hug...i pulled away but she wouldn't let go. "Y/n stop i need to go..." "Nooo...!"she cried "I need to go!"I Yanked her hands off." "Ouch..!"She yelled. "I-Im Sorry I didn't mean to..." I backed up even more. "N-no Mattia you didn't hurt me..see!"She lifted her arm. "No Y/n don't you see im a monster if you go near me i will hurt you..I don't wanna see you again..." I got in my jeep and Rented an apartment 2hours away from the town i live in. I got a lot of calls from Y/n and the boys i picked up to the boys but not Y/n...if i herd her voice i would get upset and i can't i have to be happy or i would hurt someone. In coming call from Curious George🤪 Ale:Hey bro.. Mattia:Hey. Ale:You should really come back.. Mattia:Why..So i could hurt you? Ale:No but because even if your not hurting her physically your hurting her internally...you broke her heart. Mattia:At least she can get over it she can't get over death and thats what i bring so until i get better i wont come back.. Ale:Ok well it was nice talking to you.. Mattia:Yeah you to.. Ale: "Ale is that Mattia on the phone!"I herd Y/n in the back Ale:Shit igtg bye... Mattia:Bye. End Of call The next morning i decided to go see a therapist to help the process go faster...She said it would take A few months if it was this bad... I texted the group chat to tell them the news..
Crackheads🤪 Long neck🥵:Hey guys so i decided to stay here and idk if i will see you again so this is a goodbye for a few months i love you guys a lot you have been awesome friends but i have to do this... Curious George🤪 :Wait what...?! Y/n The Bitch🤬:Tia you cant do this to me...! Aloe💦:Mattia stop you have to come back..! Ugly ass🤢:Mattia! Olaf:A FEW MONTHS!
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Therapy was grate i felt ok to talk about what has been happening i even told her about the murders but she didn't report me bc she knew what i was going threw. I enjoyed therapy it helped me understand myself i felt better and started to learn how to control my Anger. I started to like my therapist her name was Abigail I called her abby for short she was 18...And HOT like really hot i started to post on instagram again some pictures were with Abby.
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Me and Abby she has helped me so much and taught me how to control my anger thank you abby. @Abigail_Norris go follow her
Comments: Alejandro.R: I see you doing better😏 when you coming back. User56:Who is this were's Y/n..? Alvaro.Romero:You gotta shawty🧐 anne.commzz8: who the hell is this Takeing my mans...?! User23:Ohhhh...👀 2467 Comments loading After i posted i was ok to go back home but i would visit Abby Twice a week and go to her on week ends. I got in my jeep and drove back home.
Tbc Hope your enjoying..😃 I will be posting a lot this week bc i don't have that much work...😏
