Happy fathers day to all the wonderful fathers out there...i hope your having the best fathers day ever and stay safe please❤️🙂
I was laying on my bed thinking..i have texted Mattia so many times but he dosn't reply i was starting to tear up untill i herd a "bing"sound from my phone my hopes went up when i herd it.But it was just a snap from cristal she was asking me how i was since the incident i almost forgot that it happend in public.
𝕄𝕐 ℍ𝕆𝔼❤️
𝗖𝗿𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹❤️:𝗛𝗲𝘆 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘂𝗽.
𝗬/𝗻:𝗡𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱...𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗰𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗹𝗼𝘁.
𝗖𝗿𝘆𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹❤️:𝗛𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝗺?
𝗬/𝗻:𝗬𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹𝘆...𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗿
𝗖𝗿𝘆𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹❤️:𝗜𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁...
𝗬/𝗻:𝗗𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝘂𝗹𝘁...𝗶 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗯𝘆 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 FRIENDS WITH BENIFITS.
𝗖𝗿𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹❤️:𝗪𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗳 𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗶𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝘀𝗰𝗲𝗻𝗲.
𝗬/𝗻:𝗕𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗿 𝗺𝘆 𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺𝘀...𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗮 𝘀𝗰𝗲𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝘀 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿.
𝗖𝗿𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹❤️:𝗬/𝗻 𝗴𝗼 𝗼𝗻 𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘄!!!
𝗬/𝗻:𝗢𝗞 𝗪𝗛𝗬?....
I go to mattia's story and my heart drops....
"H-Hes moveing..."
I go to my room as fast as i could and call mattia but only the mechine answerd "This number is not availible anymore if you want t-."i cut off the machene and sit on my bed
"He changed his number thats why he dosnt answer his texts..."
He hates me for what i did mattia loved Abby so much and i ruind it im so selfish...
I walk to my desktop and grab a scissor.
"I don't deserve to live i deserve to suffer."
i cut myself once...each cut was for one bad thing i do.
I cut my self 1 more time for the things i have done before like mattia feeling like he harmed me.
And a one other thing.
I posted on my story just incase mattia would look at it,it was a message saying im "sorry"
and before my eyes he was gone once again leaving me and now forever.
So we are reaching the end of the story at chapter 20 😭 but there is another one which is part two of this one coming out soon😄
