Addicted To Love

PART 1

Why does it hurt so bad? I've lost the one thing I loved. And now he's gone? Why wouldn't he let me go with him? Then we both would be gone. I don't think I take the pain anymore.

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"This is going to be fast," says my mom "let's hope"

My mom got really worried when she saw the fresh scars, cuts, burns i had all over myself. this has happened before, when i was 9-10. The only reason why was because where i use to live i was sexually abused by a guy that was 13 and lived up the street from me. And i didn't tell my mom till she saw the cuts on my wrists. And when she saw them i broke out into tears and told her. Now i'm 17 almost 18. And i'm just having some problems getting used to the new place. We moved to Califonia about 3 weeks ago. we moved from Indiana. It's a big change. But the fact i stopped taking my medication without telling my parents probably not a good idea.