PART 6

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"No" I say almost yelling at my doctor. 

"So, that means yes?" she says looking at me with the mom look. 

"What?" I say confused.

"You are self harming?" 

"Ugh. Yes." I say mad. I can feel my face getting red and my heart racing with every question she asks.

"Okay. Do you have any mental illnesses?" 

"Yes." 

"What are they?" 

"I'm bipolar, I have depression, and P.T.S.D." 

"Which one effects you the most?" 

"I really don't know." 

"Which one gets you down the most?" 

"I really think its all of them."  I say feeling the tears forming in my eyes.

"I have to ask. When was the last time you self harmed?" 

"Awhile." I say not proud I do it. 

"Guess about how long ago." 

"A month or two." 

"Why do you do it?" 

"I have control of the pain i feel." i say. And the doctor looks at me cause she knows that made me on the verge of tears.

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