You may ask, 'why didn't y/n just go and ask yoongi if he's suga?'
Well, well, the answer is simple and obvious
Y/n is scared
Scared of getting rejected again
What if he didn't love you anymore? He, himself, said to forget about 'suga' am I wrong?
Maybe your friendship will come to an end if you tell him, and you don't want to make this mistake
Maybe you will when you just move on him, but that'll be hard tho
Days, weeks and months passed and everything was pretty normal, suspiciously normal
You started working on your project -which is a rap song written by you
You have to perform it on your last day
But, this year is the hardest among the rest, you had to take singing classes, and dancing classes were getting harder and harder
So you had to work twice harder than before, that means less sleep, and less anime
But little did you know that if you got more time you will study more? Hell no, yoongi was coming up in your mind every second that you started to believe that you had some feeling towards him
Maybe a bit more than 'some'
"Yah! Y/n you should focus! You have no time to fall in love!" You said lightly slapping your cheeks
"Concentrate" you said and picked up a pen to use it as a mic for practicing, you had to sing for the next singing class and you were a terrible singer, no maybe even worse
But you wanted to get excellent marks, that's the only way to beat yoongi!
In the other side of the story, yoongi was trying his best to 'make you fall in live with him' which he thought it wasn't working out, but he was trying his very best to make this happen
"Jungkook, your previews plan sucked that's why I am asking you again! I want a good one now!" He said, speaking with jungkook on the phone
"What? My plan sucked?"
"Yes! I won't, WON'T, date a slut to make y/n jealous"
"But that's what happen in Kdramas and anime!"
"We are not anime characters jungkook! Nor fanfic characters... this is reality, ugh you know what? I'll just go depend on myself" yoongi said and hung up on him
But, unlike you, he could manage to study well, he was practicing like there is no tomorrow. That was the only way to forget you for him
And as days passed and the final performance was getting closer, you were supposed to write a song, and yoongi was trying to write some lyrics, then he got an idea
A great idea
He just needs to ask you a simple small question
So he walked out of his room and headed towards your room, he knocked the door and waited until you opened it
"How can I help?" You said eyeing him from top to bottom
"I... Want to speak with you" he said and pointed towards the couch
"Ok, one minute" you said and closed the door again, then after a couple of minutes you went out of the room
You saw some ramen cups on the table and yoongi was watching TV
You sat next to him and grabbed a cup after saying thank you
"So, what do you want to talk about?" You asked looking at him
"Umm.. I just wanted to... speak about random stuff... we haven't been hanging out with each other a lot these days"
"That's true... we've been studying hard... let's see who will be the best this year" you said smirking
"Says the one who didn't get the first rank, not even once" yoongi said crossing his arms grinning as well
"We'll see" you shrugged and looked at the TV
"So..." yoongi said putting his empty cup on the table
"I see you are over jungkook?" He asked awkwardly
"Meh... I kicked live out of my life, I punched it in the face" you said and punched the air then chuckled
"So you don't love Suga anymore?" He asked and gulped
You looked at him and blinked twice
"How do you know about suga?" You asked, tilting your head, looking carefully at him
"You told me that he is your childhood friend" he said quietly
"Oh..." you said and looked at your empty ramen cup
"So?" He asked again
"No, I don't think so..." you quietly said
'That's what I was afraid of...' he thoughts and looked down
"Why are you asking?" You said and put your cup on the table
"Nothing..."
"Hey y/n" he snapped and turned his body towards you
"Yes?" You answered
"I... I have feelings towards someone...and I don't know how to confess" he stuttered when he saw your surprised face
"Really? I didn't think that someone like you would think it's hard to confess" you said and looked away
"So?"
"I honestly think you should wait until you finish high school, I don't know how much you like her but no one is worth risking your dream for, don't think about her and just focus on studying now" you said and stood up, heading towards your room but yoongi suddenly held you by the wrist
"What if this girl is you?" He said looking at your eyes with a nervous expression on his face
"That doesn't change anything... NO ONE is worth risking your dream and that includes me" you said
"She better be someone better than me, or at least more beautiful... or I will make her hate you or something" you said and winked then quickly walked towards your room
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Fanfiction'I don't want you to love me because I am suga, I want you to love me because I am yoongi' UNEDITED Started 10/10/2019 Ended 20/05/2020 Reached 100 reads on 20/10/2019 Reached 500 reads on 30/12/2019 Reached 1k reads on 12/1/2020 Reached 5k reads on...
