"I hate you" you heard taehyung's deep af voice saying as soon as you accepted his call
"did you just happen to forget me like this you haven't texted me in years!" he said and you could see him pout like he always does
"you know it's been only two days, taehyung" you said and giggled softly making taehyung pause for a bit
"what happen to that crybaby who didn't even eat because of her dad's death?" he said seriously knowing something was not right
"well, I decided to move on it" you said, not knowing that these words will make taehyung angry
"move on it? MOVE ON IT?" he nearly yelled at you for the first time in your 10 years friendship
"he's your dad y/n, your fucking biological dad" he said
"I know that you hate him, I know that he didn't try o spend time with you, I know that he is the cause of your mother's death, but- "he said losing his temper but you cut him off
"you think I am happy with this?" you said, these few words shocked taehyung
"of course, I didn't forget about dad, of course I am not happy because he died, of course I didn't wish he'd die, But I can't just live like this for the rest f my life. Skipping school, not eating for days, I must make my father proud, I know that he's watching me from heaven, and I have to make him proud of me" you said and wiped the few tears which escaped from your eyes, yes, you must make him proud
"I am sorry, I misunderstood you" taehyung apologized and sighed deeply
"it's ok, there is someone who made me think that way" you said remembering Jungkook's sweet smile on his face
"really? Who?" taehyung asked curiously, wanting to know who's that girl or guy which made you interested into them
"he is Jungkook, I don't know what made me like this, but something about him made me want to live again" you said
"hmm, Jungkook, I suddenly want to meet him" he said in quiet voice
"well, come here to Seoul so you can meet hi" you said and laid on the bed
"oh, right..." taehyung said
"I actually called you to tell you something" he continued as his tone changed into a nervous one
"I can't come to Seoul, y/n, I am going to study in japan" your eyes widened as you felt your heart stopping for a moment, you didn't notice that you stopped breathing for a few seconds, you loosened your grip on your phone and put your hand on your eyes
"I...shouldn't...cry..." you said between your sobs
"y/n? y/n! are you still there?" taehyung panicked on the other side
"y/n! please don't do anything stupid" he continued
You looked at the phone then got up quickly, it was already 12 am and you were 100% sure that Yoongi was sleeping, but you knocked on his door
"wtf, can't I just sleep in peace here?" you heard him say behind the door and then he furiously opened the door
"what?" he said but paused after seeing your face
"y/-" he said but you quickly wrapped your arms around his waist and started crying rivers, it was your second time doing this, when you used to do it with taehyung but no taehyung was in here at the moment
"what happened?" Yoongi asked and pulled you off him
"what the hell happened y/n?" he asked losing his patience
"everybody is leaving me "you softly sobbed
"what?" he asked
"first mom, then dad and now taehyung" you sobbed hard
"wh-what happened to taehyung?" he asked holding you from your shoulders
"he's leaving me alone" you quietly said and squatted on the floor covering your eyes with your hand
"y/n" Yoongi said and sat on the floor in front of you
"will you leave me Yoongi?" you asked him with sparkling sad eyes
"will you leave me like the others did?" you asked again
"n-no" he said and smiled slightly at you
Honestly, Yoongi didn't think he will see you like this, so lost and messed, he thought that you were strong, but this scene made him feel something, he suddenly waned to protect you with all of his strength
"Yoongi" you seriously said
"will you help me?" you asked and stood up
"of course!" he said and stood up as well, you smiled slightly at him and wiped your tears
"yoongi, I..." you said and stopped a bit.
"I like Jungkook" you said confidentially looking at yoongi's eyes which were unreadable. There was a mixture of shock, sadness and...
Disappointment
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Fanfiction'I don't want you to love me because I am suga, I want you to love me because I am yoongi' UNEDITED Started 10/10/2019 Ended 20/05/2020 Reached 100 reads on 20/10/2019 Reached 500 reads on 30/12/2019 Reached 1k reads on 12/1/2020 Reached 5k reads on...
