Colby's POV
"Sam, I have feelings for you too, for a while now. I realized it when I brought you to the hospital."
"You-u do?" He asks.
I kiss him again and he kisses back immediately. The kiss starts to get heated, but he pulls away from the kiss when we sit down on the bed.
"Sam, is everything okay?"
"Yes, I just want my back to heal. Like yesterday," he says.
"Are you in pain? Do you need more medicine or an ice pack? How can I help?"
"I just want to experience everything with you without being in pain," he says.
"You will. Just give it time," I say.
I kiss his forehead and help him stand up. He takes my hand and I lace our fingers together.
"So, how about we go out for lunch?"
"I'd love to," he says.
While he gets dressed in some of my clothes, I head upstairs to grab some clothes for him from his room.
"Ready?" I say, coming back into the room.
"Are those my clothes?"
"I thought you might want some of your clothes," I say.
"Thanks, Colbs," he says, kissing me.
I get dressed and we head out to my car. I get Sam situated in the passenger seat then I drive us to the restaurant. Sam and I sit side by side, holding hands under the table while we eat.
Sam's POV
Colby was quiet the whole ride home. He seemed lost in thought. When we got home, he went straight to his room. I follow him worried.
Colby's thoughts: What Sam said, about being in pain; I feel so awful. I should've stopped it. I saw that he was scared, and I didn't stop it.
I knock on Colby's door.
"Colby, are you alright?"
"Come in," he says.
"Colby, are you okay? You were quiet the whole way home," I say.
"I was just thinking," he says.
"About what?"
"Your fall, I should've stopped it," he mumbles.
"Colbs, it's okay. This isn't your fault," I say.
"I just, I hate that you got hurt," he says.
"I'll be okay. I'm already starting to heal, and I have you," I say, hugging him.
"I just don't want to lose you," he says.
"Hey, you won't Colbs," I say.
I hold him closer and he collapses into my arms.
"I'm sorry Sam," he says.
"It's okay, I'm fine. We're fine," I say.
Colby's POV
I stare at Sam, wanting to believe him. But I still so feel guilty. Then I feel arms wrap around me and I collapse into that touch.
"I'm sorry Sam," I say.
"It's okay, I'm fine," he says.
"Colby, I love you."
I sit up and look at him. "R-really?" He nods. "I love you too."
"This is not your fault. And nothing will change the fact that I love you." He leans in and captures me in a kiss. I kiss him back still being careful of his back. He pulls away, yawning. I chuckle and lay him down carefully on the bed, pulling a blanket over him. I start to move away from the bed but he reaches for me and pulls me down next to me.
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My Secret [Completed]
FanfictionWhen Sam gets hurt during ten days of dares, Colby's heart stops and he runs to Sam. In the moments when he's driving around LA, he worries about Sam and realizes his feelings. Completed 6.2.20