TW: suggestions of self harm and abuse, please if you can't handle or wish to not see it please skip to next chapter.
" nah hehe just a cute emo boy!" Vill mutters softly as he waved the boy off. Vill sat down as he looked the closet. He slowly walks over to the closest and pulls out a box filled with childhood pictures and in a smaller box it was a memory box him and chip made a while ago.
Inside there was a few bracelets, a tuff of chip's hair, a band tee shirt and a not that held a promise.
Flashback chip 8th grade vill 3rd year high school
" leave me alone,, don't u listen?" Crish said as vill kept messing with crish " yes I'll leave u alone when you tell me what's wrong... you haven't been eating and you are angry..well more that usually plus you didn't one outside today," vill said as crish pushes him a way slightly. " You shouldn't be leaving highschool to check on a elementary school kid anyway ya weirdo...and so what if I didn't eat it doesn't matter.." crish said as vill grips at crish's arm softly to make him look at him. Yet a Yelp was let out following a hiss.
" .. chip?" Vill said as chip hides his body from vill. Vill had a bad feeling so he pushed his friend on the bed taking off his shit. " GET OFF ME! THIS IS SEXUAL ASSAULT- v vill! VILL." Crish yelled as vill finally got the boys shirt off knocking the mask off in the process. Crish almost crying as he didn't want vill to see him without his mask. " you are so reckless,! Look what you've don-..e" crish said starting off angry yet going quiet.
Vill had knocked the mask off cause...he had his eyes closed. He knew the mask would fall so he took chip's shirt off without looking so crish knew he respects him dispute of what he was doing now. Crish blushing as vill ran his hands in the boys chest feeling groves. He furrowed his brows as he held back what he felt as he reached for chips face. Marks and bruises could be felt as his face was swollen. No matter how mad vill was he kept his eyes closed.
" I understand...you wear the mask...and I'll never ask what's underneath..but whoever did this to your face...they can choke, you are. Beautiful so I'd never wish to see you like this... as for your chest...nhh-" it was clear vill was hurt by this as his voice shook softly " promise me you'll never do it again...I know it's hard and you can't stop over night but...if you need you can hurt and scream at me...but I care too much for you to hurt yourself,,please" vill asked as crish cried quietly. Vill kisses his marks to show that he cared and that he understood that he needed someone to be there for him. He slowly got off crish as he turns around. " mm...you get dressed,..I promise I'm not looking" vill said as he told to truth. Chip was touched but this as he put his shirt and slowly his mask back on. Hiding all the pain he felt. Once everything was covered vill had written a note saying chip wouldn't hurt himself on purpose ever again and if something was wrong he'd go to vill.
The writing sloppy yet crish agreed to the terms. Writing in green ink pen.
Flashback over....
Vill saw the green ink pen they wrote with on that day... " where are you chipy? I know you are here...you where taken off the map..but you didn't leave.." vill said as the lights slowly dimmed on his side.... crish on the other hand waved his brother goodbye as he rode the taxi to his place to wish him well. Then he rode back to his trash apartment. Walking in as he knew he could never face vill again...it started around the same time in his 8th grade year...
Flashback the day after the promise...
Walking down the hall he saw couples..girls hugging and holding hands with boys...he never felt the same...girls wasn't his cup of tea. But he was always told being gay was wrong so he just didn't date anyone. He didn't let that leave his Mind...vill kissing his chest.. it ,are his body heat up...he felt odd...but everything around him was straight, the poles , the people, even the chains that are on the top of the build into prevent jumpers... it was straight...
Crish didn't feel that way...something about men made his body feel hot and his gut knot...maybe he liked me? No no...that's crazy! Then a voice could be heard . " HEY CHIPPY! Chip CHIP WAIT UP!" Vill yelled as Crish quickly puts his head down having a tight grip on his mask " o oh hey... why do you always yell" Crish asked as the perverted Vill flirts " cause your too scared, of you let me make you scream I wouldn't have to do it myself!" He joked before dragging the blushing bout to the cafe for food.
Flash back over
Now in his place he smiled softly as he touched his chest the memories flooding in his mind and heart before he frowns. " no matter how good I felt back then...it's over...he is an idiot.. and I'm a bigger one after what I did...I cnat face him...I'll just I'll just ...keep this up...he can't know ..."
With a pause the wind blows from the window as he looks out the window
" he can't know I'm chip...cause then...I'll fall for him all over again..damn idiot " Crish said as he lays down looking that the ceiling.
A/N
Hehehe I was busy so it took longer than I'd like plus I don't like this chapter v much my mind kept going everywhere but I hope it makes you guys feel something sweet and sour all at once. Chapter 6 will be out soon!
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Adventure" hey Crish!...um why don't you go play outside today mm champ?" Hs.green said looking at him. Crish shook his head no softly griping at his rib. " no....here" that's all he said no and here he said quick and quietly. Ms green sighed and looked out...
