The Perfect Us...

Confession, the other side of story...

This is second part of the previous ss "Confession".
Hope u will like it.
Happy reading !!!

Sanskar Prov:
Its around 12:30 in night and I'm fully engross in my work. Suddenly my phone vibrates and just by looking at the notification my lips broke into smile. Yes, its her "Ragini". Ragini is  not just a name for me but my whole world revolves around this name. From crush to love and love to life everything is just "Ragini".
I might be sounding cheesy , that's what she always say. But for me its the reality.
I brushed off my thoughts, and started reading her text and soon I again lost in the chain of thoughts. All the memories flashed before my eyes. It might be 3 years for her but for me its around 8 years. Our first meet is still fresh in my mind.
How can I even forget that day, it was the first day of our higher secondary school and there you come.

(And soon the sky was transforming the love in rain
Drooping one by one,
And I was lost in this the moment
Trying to figure out the new feeling which was arousing in my heart.)

Finally I realized that I had a crush on you. I tried my best to talk to you but those 2 years were not enough for me and in those years we hardly talk.
U might never know that just to see your smile I had started sitting just behind you. Though you helped me sometimes with your notes and I realized that the reason was not enough to extend the duration of our talks.( my bad luck)
Soon the time flies and it was our farewell day.

You were looking just breathtaking even with the minimal makeup. And there you caught me gazing at you. And again my words freezed in my mouth and it was hard to express my heart aloud. ( my mind was telling that I'm wishing something which I can't even afford to have)
And soon our way parted away and I shifted to new state for my further studies. And soon I moved on with my new life.

But its said na love should never be searched for, its just there for you and comes when it has to come and it will away find a way to you and stays with you.
And the same happened with me, the destiny again brought us together about around 3 years later. I met you when I was going through my storms. I was totally shattered as my so called loving gf ditched me and with this all my dreams shattered. I was at my lowest and god send u as a new hope in my life. You help me to fight with my demons and bring back sunshine in my life.
....

And your smile,
How can I forget that
Its hard to describe you
The eyes full with sunshine
Shining brightly with the warm memories in you heart.
Though you don't speak out most of the plots of your life,
Yet you keep them safe in the wardrobe of your mind.
Nothing can describe your smile
Its sweet and childish
You are someone
Which bring me courage
Which helps me to grow naturally in the noise of the world,
Providing little time of aromatic.

......
Somehow I gathered the courage and confessed my feelings and you rejected. Though you rejected me yet you helped me in all my ups and  downs. You have been there in my all thick and thins. And I finally realized that I don't like you.
...
But I love you.
And god has given me this second chance to fulfill my remaining story.

Though it hurts sometimes when you didn't respond to my all those confessions but it is very little in comparison to the unconditional love you have showered. Though you never told me that you love me but your eyes speaks way more than you lips.
...

My relation with you is something different,
Its something very intense
But I can't put it in alphabets.
There are many feelings which I can't explain
But I can just say "I love you",
More than anything in my life.
And I know you will always be there for me,
Whatever the situation arose
I can always count on you,
In the same way as you can count on me.
You are just like a magnet
Attracting me more towards you,
And that's what drives me crazy
And I guess now I'm totally drowned in your love.
You are my lucky charm
I don't know how
But your presence makes me feel happy.
And trust me I love you and will always love you more than you will ever love yourself.
.....

""Its little feeling
But its strong enough to last lifelong.
You are the one
That makes my ordinary life different
Like surrounded by the warmth
Though it take up courage to make promise
And now my heart is taking the courage
Because I want to be with you for a longer journey
This is the only thing occupying my mind
Some warming moments
You hand in my hand
Despite the changing world
Still holding each others hand
Let the sky blush
With our growing love
Let the world witness
Our together forever....""
....
And suddenly my chain of thoughts broke due to sudden vibrating sound of my phone. Again its her text asking me why I'm not replying.
Her text was way too emotional and till now my eyes are welled up continuously flowing without my knowledge. It was the perfect reply for which I had waited for so long and finally she has confessed. And now its time to surprise her......

To be continued
I will update the last part soon . kindly ignore mistakes and  comment whether you like this story or not. Express your opinion.