The Wolve Pack (NCTxNCT)

Chapter 4:

Taeyong POV:

I tried so hard not to cry but as soon as I opened my mouth to speak, i started sobbing instead, tears rolling down my face. My brother took me in his embrace and tried to calm me down but I just cried harder. My head was resting on his shoulder while I cryed my heart out. I am sure his shirt was already soaked because of my tears but I just couldn't stop. I can't deal with this full situation. I can't deal with all those memorys coming back because of what happend today. How should I deal with this? How should I tell Johnny about this? The past is coming back at us. All those years where I tried my very hardest to forget it. To get over the nightmares. To live a normal life.. Today, all those years of efforts got destroyed. Today, everything came back at once. Today, is the day where everything changed. They can't pretend nothing happend anymore. I know that and I was never more terrified in my entier life. J-Joh-n-ny... T-There is a new s-student in my c-class a-and

I couldn't breath properly anymore. Johnny tried to calm me down will telling me everything is going to be fine, but I just knew it whouldn't..

So I took a deep breath before whispering those next words.

He is a wolve..

Johnny stoped breathing for a moment after I said this. His full body tenced up. He froze, not even a muscle was moving, and yet I didn't even told him the worst. I was far from that.

Johnny snapped back to reality and looked at me with fear in his eyes. Fear.. I didn't saw that emotion often on his face..He tousled my hair before stuttering: Maybe he is a-alone an-

He is a alpha I whispered again practically inaudible but Johnny still heard every word of what I just said. He knew an alpha means a new pack. A wolve pack was now living with us.. In our town..
A full wolve pack that knows I am an omega because they can smell it, just like they smell my fear..

We will find a way to a-avoid them!

We will f-fix this a-and

Johnny listen!! We can't fix this!

There is..

He is....

I.....

I couldn't look him in his eyes. I felt so weak and numb. I felt so tired and my legs couldn't carry my weight anymore. I broke down and suddenly everything whent black.

When I woke up, I saw Johnny looking at me with a sad smile. His eyes where red and puffy so I wanted to ask him if he cried but I didn't. I knew he cried and it's all my fault..every time he cries it's my fault. I am just a pain for everyone, I am hurting everyone around me and I can't help them because I am to weak to do anything about it. I am just a weak, usueless omega. I am a disappointment. Again i ask myself why a failure like me was even born. Johnny and Mark would live happier lifes if I just wasn't there. For the 1000 time in my life, I wished I was never born.

I took all my strength to look Johnny in his exhausted eyes

I couldn't say it..

But I had to..

I still couldn't believe it myself.

I started breathing heavier again just by thinking of it.

Taeyong please calm down, he sat down next to me and toke me in his embrace. He hugged me with his full body engulfing me, just like he was trying to protect me from everything and everyone. Like he was trying to hide me from the world and from all the dangers out there, he protects me just like he always does and did...

A lot of memorys came back again, memorys I am to afraid to face so I shaked my full body to get rid of them again. I gripped on my brothers shirt and buried my face in his shoulder. I tried not to cry but my weak self ofcourse couldn't manage to do that even for once. My tears started falling on his shirt and I cried quietly. He was rubbing my back with slow movements, drawing circles and other symboles on it. He new that calmed me down. No one said anything, the only noise in the room came from my small muffled sobs I was making

Shhh Tae I am here. I will always be. I will protect you no matter what. He said with a calm voice.

What if you get injured again. You need to protect yourself in first place you-

No you and Mark will always be more important then my own self. This will never change he interrupted me

I didn't wanted this. I don't want him to risk his life again. I hugged him like I would never let go of him ever again.

But Mark needs you, he doesn't needs me.

He needs both of us Johnny said with a serious tone while cupping my face between his hands.

I looked away. I wanted to believe it but I couldn't because I knew how useless I was, I felt it every day..

I suddenly remembered that Johnny still didn't knew about everything..

He knew about the alpha and the new pack...but...

I gulped hard before saying those next words. Those words, I wished and prayed every day with the hope that I would never have to pronounce them.. But here I am.

I couldn't face it..
I couldn't look at his face while saying this.. so I put my head on his shoulder and muffled.

He..  He...  ..is my mate.

Johnny stopped rubbing my back. I didn't moved, I hadn't the force to do so anyway.

When I felt the wetness of his tears on my shoulder I puched myself away from him to face him.

He stared at me.

Johnny started sobbing and pulled my body closer to his again.

We stayed like that for half an hour before he started talking again. Taeyong I am sorry I couldn't keep him away from you...I..

Johnny No! It's not your fault!

but I should have done something...

You have done more then enough for me hyung, we went trough so much already, maybe we can find a solution for this situation too.

I guess you should try to stay away from that guy for now. If he approachess you too much I will fight him. He should keep a distance of at least 4 meters or I'll destroy his face!

Johnny.. I somehow think he doesn't know I'm his mate. I guess he isn't 18 yet.

If thats true, then those are good news. We will have more time to think of a way to avoid him before he founds out about it then.

It would be the best if he never finds out...

Mark was for sure already home worrying about us. How would we explain this to him. He doesn't even know he is a wolve.

-1212 words

Do you guys think Jaehyun will find out about his mate soon or will the brothers succed in hidding this secret?
And if Jaehyun find's out, how will he react? Questions over questions.😏🤭

Tada! Thats it for the 4rd Chapter. I hope it's not too confussing that I write POVs from different persons. I also feel like I should make the conversations between the characters easier to recognise. I will try to underline them or something in the next chapter. Lot's of love, autor-nim😊💚💚💚