drama//Nick Austin fan fic!

they all found out...

(one or two swear words)

recap!

i got the hint to go open the door so i got up and opened the door and....

there he was.... nick.... with the biggest smile on his face to which i returned. he was standing there with a bouquet or flowers. nick:h-hi loni. i couldnt wait any longer so i just jumped into his arms. i whispered in a soft voice loni:hi nick. we stayed hugging for a few minuites before chase avani and ryland came up and saw us. chase:awwww. ryland: nicky finally got to see his little crushy. i peered my eyes up from his shoulder and saw avani giving ryland and chase death stares. i tried not to laugh but couldnt hold it in. nick put me down and his smile only got bigger. nick: i got you some flowers. loni: oh my goddd thank you nick there my favourite type. i said trying not to blush but failed miserabley chase noticed and of cource pointed it out.chase:holy fuck shes blushingggg. he starts laughing. ryland:omg fucking goddd she is too. he starts laughing aswell. i was so embaressed so i hid my face in my hands. all of a sudden they stopped so i guess it was avani stared them down or something:/ i slowly looked up to see ryland and chase looking around scratching there necks. i looked up to nick to see he was blushing now too so i just smiled and he hugged me again. ondreaz came up the staitrs and saw us hugging. ondreaz: yall kinda cute doeee. tony was behind ondre. tony: yoo yooo nicks mine. he cam over and hugged him from behind. i couldnt help but laugh. avani: ok ok how about we go order food?. loni: yesssss. everyone else: yesss. we all started heading down when nick pulled me back. nick whispered in my ear "youre laugh is cute" he smiled and walked downstairs leaving me in a blushing mess. i was shocked. did he like me?. surely not. no one as good looking as him could eve-  avani: LONI GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE!. loni: eh ye coming. i walked into the dining room where everyone was. thomas: so were getting taco bell that cool with you? loni: omg yes i love taco bell. thomas: aight so what you want? loni: eh can i have a burrito salad and a baja blast freeze? thomas: yup ill go order eveything now. everyone: ok. alex: also bryce left if you hadnt noticed. loni: yup i did low key pissed he didnt say bye doe haha. alex: he said he'll text you and that hed be back with sway in two days. loni: suits me. we all went into the living room and made a few tik toks. charli wanted to do loads with me but i couldnt complain it was fun. i finally felt like i had a strong nice friend group... then i got flashbacks.....

friend1: loni give up on trying to get your voie noticed. friend2: ye loni its not like you could ever be a good singer just up. friend3: haha you really think you could ever be a "somebody" without us? friend1 loni we know things noone else knows... friend2: we could ruin you... friend1 your worthless as it is... friend3: loni dont try to not eat again youll always be fat. friend2: loni not eating wont fix your broken body.... friend1: loni stop trying...

it all came back to... my head was hurting and the room started spinning. i couldnt hear things right.... avani: loni....you... 

thats all i remeber....

i woke up in my bed with avani standing over me. i sat up to see everyone else. loni: what hap-     i didnt need to be told. i rememberd. all the thoughts. all the days of beating myself down. all the times i was told i was nothing..... avani: loni do you remember what happened?   loni: avani t-the thoughs... t-they came back... everyone looked so confused and worried. avani was shocked worried and scared. i could see it in her. she knew all about the 3 girls that i used to call friends... i was fighting back tears. i couldnt let everyone see me cry. not on my first day. not because of them... avani: omg bebe...no there in the past.. please tell me youve been eating. whens the last time the box opened i hope you didnt open it..   the box was a shoe box that i had a razor in.. i used to cut myself with the thoughts... and ive started eating again ever since i was asked to move to la becuase i needed to get to eating so that id look normal. ryland: wh-what are yall talking about. i could see vani hesitant but wanting to tell them.. she was going to. loni: vani! please dont.. i said about to cry. avani: bebs i-i have to they need to kn-. her face turned shocked as she ran into my closet and grabbed a moving box. i had written on it to let me open it when i get there. vani left it for me to open. but she realised what was in it. she opened it and wanted to cry.it was the shoe box. avani: bebs why... why did you bring it. nick ran over to it. loni: nick! please stop. nick: loni.. whats in the box. i think they all caught on at this stage. i started crying. i buried my head. they opened it. avani learned how to tell how old blood was for my sake so shed know how long ago i would have cut. avani: bebs i thought you were done with this! i looked up and she was holding it up. nick looked at me tears in his eyes. charli and kovour came up to me. charli: loni... kovour: lift up your jeans.... i-i couldnt move.. i kept staring at nick. his face said it all. he was hurt. he got up left. loni: nick please! dont leave... he went anyway.. thomas: loni... how long were you gonna wait to tell us... i couldnt answer. i hurt nick. thats all i could think about...

sorry for the dark turn oop