CHAPTER: 13
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'I don't know, what should I call this feeling. I don't know, why the hell at the first place, I care about Swara...and only Swara. On that day, when someone stabbed her, I was numb. My heart ached when doctor announced that she have skipped into coma. I can't even think about those 48 hours. I was just inhaling and exhaling.' Sanskar looked at the moon.
'Her presence gives me happiness. Her absence gives me loneliness. I know that I'm not good at expressing my feelings. But when it comes to swara, I want her to understand me. I want her to look at me. I want her every attention towards me only. I want her every emotion in the name of mine.' Sanskar's thought kept on moving towards Swara.
'Whatever it is, I love being like this. It maybe love, lust or mere attraction. But I don't want this to end. I want it to be mine, forever. And I don't even know whether she feels the same. I don't even know whether my presence matters to her. Infront of her, I'm a man with an egoistick mind. Ofcourse I have an elephant sized ego, but when it comes to Swara...I'm a kid who is looking for his long lost teddy.' Sanskar was disclosing his emotions to moon.
'I know I have made a mistake by judging her, with knowing nothing. And I regret it from the bottom of my heart. I know that Swara is having many secrets. She is a girl of mystery. From my resources I have understood that, the person who stabbed Swara was appointed by Mr Sahil Malhotra. I don't know what's between them. And I won't investigate it. I want Swara to open her heart out. I want Swara to open her life's misery to me. I'll wait for that. I'll become her bestfriend whom she can rely upon.' Sanskar chuckled at his thoughts. His heart was fluttering at her name.
'I'm highly afraid of cats. It's just I hate that creature. The long nails and dirty jaws...eww! I don't like it. And what happened yesterday was completely out of everything. I jumped into Swara's lap. Aww...one side I was so happy and other side I feel like killing myself. What would have she thought about me? What if she don't like me, because of this? I can't take risk. I think, I need to start loving that creature. Swara, you are making me insane in your love.' At last, the great, egoist Sloth Maheshwari confessed his feelings to moon.
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"Swara?" Sanskar called out swara who was lost in deep thoughts.
"Yes, Sanskar..." Swara turned her head towards him.
"Can...w- we be fri-ends?" Sanskar stammered.
"Huh? Friends?" Swara asked awkwardly .
'Why does he want to become my friend. We already are, right? Bit still, I can't let anyone interfere my life. I don't want anyone and I can't trust anyone.' Swara's mind successfully manipulated her heart.
"Sorry, I'm not interested. We are here just for the black lotus. So let's get it and go from here." Swara harshly replied and went from there.
Sanskar was too hurt to respond. He sighed and lost in her thoughts again.
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"What?! Sanskar asked for friendship? And you declined it? " Naira screamed through the phone.
"Yeah!! What's the big deal! Stop your drama girl...I'm not in mood. " Swara replied having no interest in talking about it.
"Swara! I know that you are afraid to admit it. Actually his presence and efforts matters to you. But you are so stubborn." Naira stated angrily.
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