All I Ever Need

Thirteen

Mischa's POV

Wow. They're seriously so dumb. Why do they always fall for my tragic lie stories??!! lol. Anyway now our little group is all back together and we're all drinking / dancing. Many hours go by and we notice that it's 3am. We decide that it's time to go home so we call our uber and then we go say goodbye to everybody.

Our uber gets here about 5 minutes later. Thank god for uber, seriously. It would've sucked if we couldn't all just be like the old days back in Omaha drinking and having a good time.

*skips to next day*

Oh my gosh, i'm so freaking sore. I suddenly remember everything that happened last night and now I know why i'm sore. I remember taking Cam to bed and then somehow things got heated between the two of us and then we ended up sleeping together.

I grab my phone so I can check all of my social media sites. I log onto twitter and see the usual "I think Mischa & Nate should be together" Or "Mischa & Sammy were so cute. Goals af!!" then Cam tweeted me saying "@camerondallas: Thanks for a good night @mischagilinsky :*. After he tweeted that i'm guessing the fans put two and two together figuring out that something must have happened between Cam & I last night.

Instead of responding to all the different sort of tweets people were sending me I just got off and went to go for a shower. At this point in time i'm the only one awake so I text Cam to see what he's up to and see if he wants to hang.

He invites me over to his and Nash's house so I agree and tell him that i'll see him soon.

When I arrive to their apartment there was fan girls downstairs and they were screaming. I tried to sneakily get into the building but I wasn't quick enough and got spotted. The girls came rushing towards me asking for pictures so I say sure and I stay to talk to them for awhile and get some pictures with them. I have no idea as to why they want photo's with me. I'm not even famous lol.

I go upstairs and knock on the door. Cam answers and then we greet each other hugging and what not. Nash was gone to NC to go visit his family since Christmas is coming up. We catch up on the stuff that happened last night and of course our little incident gets bought up.

We start talking and we both agree to just be friends and keep what happened on the down low. I ask what we're gonna say to the fans and then I show him what all the fans were saying and then he was like "I know how to solve the wee problem we have here". I look at him weird and then I get a notification which was a tweet from Cam. It read "Yo guys, me & @mischagilinsky are just friends. I was thanking her for looking after me last night bc I was sick. Chiiiilllllll with the hate". I RT'd it so that my followers could see too.

We moved on from that and decided to just stay in watching movies and ordered us pizza. Cam left to got to the bathroom so I grab my phone and then see I have a text from both Sammy & Nate.

Sammy's Text:

S: So you and Cam aye? ;) he's a good kid Misch xx
M: Hahahah he is a pretty good guy :)
S: So is it true? Or is it just the fans stirring shit lol
M: Depends, how would you feel if it was true?
S: Honestly it doesn't bother me. We're not together anymore so you can date or sleep with whoever you want. I'm still here for you & like I said before he's a good kid so I know you're in good hands :)
M: Thanks Sammy :) x
S: No problem :) xx

Nate's Text:

N: Wtf.
M: What?
N: Is it true what everyone's saying?

I take my time replying because I have no idea what to reply to him. I don't know whether he's being jealous/angry or whether he's meaning it in a joking way, because when it comes to him it may sound like he's being serious but he isn't hes just playing around.

Nate's POV

I'm sitting by my phone waiting for Mischa to reply. If it is true about her sleeping with Cameron last night I'm gonna be super pissed. He's an asshole and she deserves better than him. But then again I'm probably saying this because deep down I still want her back and I don't want her to be with anybody else but me.

She finally replied and the confirms that she did sleep with Cameron and for some reason it really enraged me and I got up and punched a hole in one of the walls.

Just my luck Rebecca comes through to the room and asks what's wrong. At the moment I'm speechless and don't say anything because I know she'll get upset if she finds out why I did it. She can't know that I'm still in love with Mischa, it'll break her heart and I'm not trying to break any more heart. I've done it before and honestly I couldn't imagine doing it to her of all people. I care about her way too much, Just not enough to stay with her without thinking of Mischa. 

I tell her not to worry about it and then said I needed to go for a drive. I start driving out to my aunts house in Laguna. She's out of town at the moment but she gave me a spare key to use for whenever I just need a break away from everything.

Mischa's POV

Now Nate's texting me asking if I slept with Cameron. Ugh seriously why is everyone making such a big deal about this. I wish everyone would just mind their own business. I told him that yeah it is true and he hasn't responded back yet so I just shrug it off and decide to turn my phone off so I can just escape social media and texts for a while.

A couple of hours have passed now so Cam & I are now watching American Horror Story online and OMG i'm literally in tears. It was such a sad episode :( I needed to go to the toilet so I tell him where i'm going and I take my phone just  to check and make sure I didn't miss anything too important. I have 4 missed calls and 8 texts. The texts were just from friends seeing what i'm doing tonight and the missed calls were from Nate. I see that he left a voice mail so I check it to see what he wanted.

I've finished listening to voice mail now and i'm in complete shock with tears pouring out of my eyes. What the actual fuck. The voice mail was him saying "I fuckin hate you Mischa. Don't ever talk to me again. Stay away from me and Rebecca. He also said he never wants to see me again and he said to enjoy my life with Cameron".

I have no idea why he just said that so I text him but get no response. Since I couldn't get through to him I ring Rebecca and as I thought she answered, I asked if I could speak to Nate and that it's important. She told me about how he punched in the wall and that he just took off not saying where he was going. She said she'll get him to give me a call and then we said goodbye and hung up.

I knew straight away where Nate went because he always goes there when he needs to clear his head. I tell Cam that I have to go now and he said that it's fine we can pick it up another day.

I start driving out to Nates aunts house which is roughly about 1 hour  away from Cams house. When I pull up in the drive way as I figured Nate was here because his car was in the drive way. I go up to the front door and go to open it. I walk in and then go to the back porch. I see Nate just sitting there staring at the beach watching waves. This was our usual thing to do when we want to get away.

I sit down beside him and he doesn't even turn to look at me. He just says 'How did you know where to find me?". I say "I've known you for how long, this was our thing remember".

N: Yeah... Was.
M: Why are you being like this Nate?
N: I'm just pissed that you didn't tell me first about you and Cameron.
M: Well i'm sorry but I didn't know that I have to tell you my personal stuff.
N: You don't but I would prefer to hear it from you rather than on  twitter from fans.
M: I'm sorry. That's a pretty crappy way to find out. But can I just ask you something?
N: Sure.
M: Why do you care so  much? Why did you get so angry? Rebecca told me what you did.
N: Of course she did. Isn't it obvious why?
M: No it's not. Why?
N: I'm still in love with you Mischa. I always have been.

As soon as the words 'I'm still in love with you Mischa" left his mouth I went straight in to kiss him.

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CLIFFHANGER :p