It's getting really hard to sleep at night
Nightmares telling me to shut my eyes
Even if all the factors are on it's side
I know I'm still too strong to sacrifice
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The voices in my head are trying to kill me
They're neither gleeful nor happy
Oh how many times I wished I could loose my memory
And play a new song , with a different symphony
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It's music is stuck in my ears
Full of dull sorrowness and fears
They hate me , they say it in sneers
Leave me breathless , covered in tears
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Disconnecting my body from my head
I waste my time with every tear I shred
That's what I do before I go to bed
Echoing their voices, believing what they said
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And that's when I finally loose
It was simple yet I denied their rules
Because I wanted it the way i choose
But they were deaf as moles , blind as fools
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I was different
So significant
My thoughts were drifted
Whatsoever , I'm still gifted
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Then ends the night and starts the day
A new journey starts as the ship leaves it's bay
In every story , that's what they say
Then they kill the author and smugly betray
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I wish I could wake up with amnesia
Fly somewhere far , away from the diva
Enter any country with no visa
Including London , Delhi or even Syria
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Finally I wake up with a shake
Perhaps a tornado or an earthquake
But nothing can stop the final break
Resulting in a dreadful heartache
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Staying in bed for what felt like centuries
Trying to erase all of those memories
Ones including both friends and enemies
Laying silently, smelling a scent of strawberries
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I'm trying so hard to forget about him
The way he smiles lights up a room that was dim
His brown hair and his pale skin
Falling for him would be my worst sin
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Once I start writing
There would be no ending
Those words would start melting
Blow up the cover they are defending
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Behind every soul bends a selfish side
Filled up with arrogance , drowning with pride
Walk away from me, take many long strides
Make sure that you move on, be your own guide
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Rest of my life, live them in vain
I don't want to loose or feel the pain
You keep me alive, you keep me sane
Forget what you give , remember what you gain
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Aside from all this
I'm definitely going to miss
Your brown eyes and pink lips
The ones I never got to kiss
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Sealed as a secret in my heart
Never give up or feel apart
Your voice defies both music and art
Tenderly sweet and abnormally smart
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This is why I want to forget you
Like you left my thoughts and flew
Your heart can't be red, must be blue
People read this and still ask me 'who?'
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With a paper and a pen
I write this and pretend
That it's just about a friend
Someone who I will remember from now till the end.
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