Unawnsered Questions - Soudam Fic ⚠

1| awkward...

"god dammit..it..actually happened!? IT HAPPENED!!" 
the pink-haired boy exclaimed as fuyuhiko watched him pace back and forth around his room.
"so what? the girl that you've been simping for years accepted your request. why do you seem so worried about it!? I thought you would be fucking happy."

"that's not the point! th-that's not the problem at all!" kazuichi argued as he buttoned up a yellow shirt. "then what is the problem!? I can't understand if you don't open your mouth Kaz!" fuyuhiko yelled as he tied his tie. 
kazuichi took a deep breath and calmly replied. "n-nevermind..just..do I look okay? do I look formal enough for the princess?" Peko, who was standing next to the door stared kazuichi up and down and spoke her mind. "you look too formal. not like yourself." fuyuhiko nodded in agreement. "I know you love the gal but you don't have to change yourself entirely.." 
the mechanic looked into the mirror and sighed. he looked too formal for this, hair tied into a ponytail, shirt buttoned up, his sleeves and jeans aren't even cuffed, he even decided to wear dress shoes for the occasion. he just wants to impress the girl for god's sake, he didn't want to mess up this one chance he had.

"i-its fine guys... let's just go." he headed for the door but got cut off by the small man. 
"listen man. I take my job as your friend seriously. now tell me why you're acting so fucking weird!?!"
"i-its fine dude..cmonnnn.." Kazu lied and gently pushed the yakuza member away as he put on a fake smile. "now let's go to the party! miss Sonia's waiting for me!" he sprinted out the door without even waiting for peko and fuyuhiko to answer to his response. "young master..are you worried as well?" peko asked as they followed. "of course I am..i know he's been obsessing over her for a year..but..its gotten so overboard then all of a sudden, Sonia finally accepts. now he's acting all weird.." fuyuhiko tensed the more he talked about him, peko taking his hand to calm him. 
"I'm sure we're just misunderstanding our friend young master." she smiled reassuringly, rubbing her thumb onto his hand to soothe him. "i-i guess your right...also you can call me by my name peko.." fuyuhiko slowly calmed from her touch.
"Oh. I'm sorry young master fuyuhiko."
"...its okay peko." 

I kicked a rock as I walked toward miss Sonia's house. of course, I can't drive over there or anything, I would throw up from the speed. entering the gate, Sonia was already waiting outside. "how long have I been making you wait?" 
"not long, do not worry" Sonia sat up and patted down the short white dress she wore and adjusted her tiara. "shall we go?" she smiled at him. "o-of course miss Sonia!" he began to walk with her, he gulped and let out an awkward compliment. (yet it was more perverted) "I-i think you look very hot!" she hesitated in disgust before she replied "thanks..you look very handsome." the comment on his looks making him tense up. why did this make me feel weird..? its a compliment from miss sonia..cmon..i gotta like it..
kazuichi knocked on the door when he got to Ibuki's house, music booming from the inside. "miss sonia..just informing you but Ibuki's parties are crazy..we both know that so..sorry if I have to protect you or anything"
"I'm sure I can protect myself!" she smirked as she flexed her arm. i let out a chuckle before Ibuki shot the door open with a loud greeting. "Welcome welcome to ibuki's house! come in!! ibuki's parents are away on a business trip! so welcome to her party!"

i chuckled and entered her house. music was loud, there's many people inside, even people from the 78th class. there were snacks and drinks in the kitchen and dining room, and of course the upstairs for whatever. sonia and i looked everywhere but no sign of Gundam. "i really thought he would come.." she sighed sadly and looked down to the floor. "i-its okay miss sonia! I'm here soooo i can make it better! i-i can still teach you about parties and stuff.." i panicked. i got to make this date thing perfect for her. i need her to be happy so we can be a happy couple and she can make me happy right!? "soda." she waved her hands in front of my face, i blinked and replied. "yes my sonia! h-how about we get drinks and dance or something?" she nodded in response, and we calmly went to the kitchen to grab us some drinks from the punch bowl.

"mm..this tastes weird." i mumbled as i drank. "it tastes very sweet..yet sour. i like it hehe!" she gave a sweet smile as she finished her drink, and refilling both of our cups again. "h-haha yeaaah.." i gulped, being alone with her like this is so..unsettling in a way. I'm sure I'm just acting weird. this was my lifelong dream! and its finally coming true! just stop acting out soda!! 
"sh-shall we dance?" i burped and drank my  4th cup. "of course my d-doll." she hiccuped and smiled awkwardly at me. 

i tensed up again.

i don't like that i don't like that name i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

Its okay!! its from miss sonia! she called me her doll!? isn't that adorable!? that mean she likes me right!? I LOVE HER TOO RIGHT? 

but it doesn't feel like i love her! i feel so uncomfortable acting like this!

i can't keep it up!

its going on for too long!

IT HURTS TO ACT LIKE THIS

"m-my doll?" Sonia hiccuped again as she holds my hand.

i didn't mean to..

a loud slap was heard

"m-my doll what h-has gotten into you!?" she yelped as she held onto her red cheek, tears forming from her eyes. 

"d-dont call me that! j-just..d-dont even act like that! g-GET AWAY FROM ME" 

stares were on them. everyone stopped dancing and is watching them. seeing the scene unfold.

"b-but my doll-"

without hesitation, the pink haired boy pushed the crowds away, running away from his problems like he always does, running and running until he exited out the front door. the only thing he could do is sit at the porch of ibuki's house and rethink everything his drunk self did back there. 
and all those stupid thoughts that was in his head.

"mortal kazuichi. are you okay? you seem unsettled."
a taller man stood higher than the crying kazuichi. 

it was Gundam Tanaka, dressed in only black nice wear.