Unawnsered Questions - Soudam Fic ⚠

10|confession

⚠ TW: HOMOPHOBIA, BULLYING, HARASSMENT ⚠

|Uini Pov|

I haven't seen shinpi and kabuki in a few days.. I hope they're okay.
Since then I've been serving my detention and then retook my test in a separate room by myself. Also gotten left out of all the fun activities. Because i got in trouble, i won't be allowed to participate in the school dance after the tests. Neither would moto.
Father also updated things on my suspension. Im grounded until highschool.

I would work for a new phone but i don't have the job anymore.

It's best not to think of it anymore.

Im going to go on with my original plan.

Its friday.

The day i was going to confess to moto after school.

Though, i can't ask him to the dance. Ill just tell him my feelings...

I hope he's not mad at me still..

I thought of these things as i waited for detention to end for the day. I fumbled with the orange envelope in my arms. It was the letter for what highschool im going to. Ill check when i get home.
Moto has been ignoring me ever since the incident happened. But i know he always goes home just before my detention ends! I could catch up to him if this ends soon..!

As soon as i thought, the bell rang and i sprinted out of the classroom. Basket filled with roses and chocolates in hand. I didn't have any romantic experience so i just watched romance movies all night when my father didn't notice.

I ran out of the school and looked desperately for moto. I looked like a sweating mess! What is he gonna think when he sees me!?

No time to think of that.. He wouldn't care of how i looked. Atleast thats what i bashed into my head. A figure of a blonde haired boy was ahead of me, walking home by himself.

Moto shinyu.

The one i could call the love of my life.

I sped up as fast as i could to him, yelling his name out to make him turn around. Though i forgot to stop so i ended up falling into his arms, making us share an awkward glance.

"What do you want.." He sighed as he put me back onto my feet.

"W-well.." I felt my heart racing as my sentance trailed off. My best friend. Now turning into my boyfriend. What would we do together? Go to parks? Hug? Cuddle?
Kiss?
Love me?

i dont know, i was a kid dreaming

"Hurry up" moto groaned as he kicked his feet on the concrete.
"I brought you these.." I stuttered as i handed him the basket filled with roses as red as blood and chocolate that tasted darker than the sky at dawn.
As he took the basket, i didn't see a glimpse of happiness. Only disgust.
As much as it hurt only to see him having a frown upon his face just from the basket i gave him, i told my self to forget it and keep moving on.

I have to tell him my feelings if it was the last thing i would do.

"M-moto.. I really like hanging out with you.. A-alot.. I was hoping maybe.. You want to hang o-out more..? At highschool..? L-like.. A date..?-"
I felt a loud slap on my face.
it hurt. it stung.

"So you think i would date someone like YOU?" a boy?" he yelled as he started to grab onto the sleeves of my uniform. i was trying my best to hide my tearing up face from him.

"show me your fucking face you coward!" he yelled louder as he swiped my arms away from my face.

"m-moto you don't have to be so mean about this! know you're throwing a tantrum because you like me and-"

"YOU think I like you!?" he laughed as he brushed his hands off. "jeez don't you get the point! i never liked you! you're just a stupid kid that follows me everywhere! i just need your homework to copy and that's it. and you like me? no wonder you did everything for me,"

hearing that brought tears to roll down my cheeks and chokes. he never liked me? im just a stupid kid who follows him? god i was so stupid to think i was liked.

"just get out of my sight already you're painful to look at!" he finally finished off his ranting by pushing the other into the ground, leaving afterwards.

i sat there, staring at my dirtied school uniform, tears running down my soft red cheeks.

"ah.. of course i was dumb enough to believe he liked me." he sat there, dumbfounded.

i stood there in silence for a bit till i saw a familiar face.

shinpi.

"are you okay??"

is what he asked, as he brought his bandaged hand outward toward mine with a soft smile.

"what are you doing here?"

"i came here on the way from the pet store!- i mean, i battled my way from mountains to retrieve my own minions!" he only pulled out small baby hamsters, who are usually found to be mistaken for rats when babies

i chuckled as i got up,

he made things slightly better sometimes.

a heavy breath was inhaled as one woke up woth a coughing fit, it felt like a long sleep, his forehead feeling as hot as a stove.

he only looked around just to see someone he thought looked familar.

"morning kazuichi."

I tilted my head
"..morning gundam?"

hfhfh sorry for the long update im, not really that fixiated on dr anymore anyway hi,,,,,