Where You Been

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Didn't think I was gon make Ray Ray a THUG Huh? YASSS babes :) had to put a big twist in for Ya. Yall like the new cover photo ? I think it's hot :) okay lemme shut up. Enjoy!

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*(Monday; Morning)*

I wake up and turn on my phone. I have so many text messages and missed calls from Craig. I sigh and take out my braids. I look at the time and it's 8:30am. Late for school. Good. Once my hair is out I put my black fit it on. I look over at my clothes. Fuck no, I need my clothes. I take the bus over to my house.

Chris and Jaden bitch ass wasn't there, I pulled out my gun and checked each room with it in both my hands with my finger on the trigger. My dad was on the couch just staring at the tv. He snapped out of it when he saw me walk in the living room holding the gun.

"Dad you straight. Where's Jessica's bitch ass?"

"Right here black bitch." I hear a gun click and feel cold metal on the back of my head.

"So you finally found out you could get pregnant if you chose to be gay. Your grandfather loved you. Always wanted you to be fertile. Said it would make you stronger."

"It did." I chuckled. "Cause I'ma kill you."

"You don't got the heart too." She laughed she took a long drag of her cigarette. "Andddd looks like you're a little wrapped up now baby boy."

"I wouldn't be too sure about that."

I smiled at the voice and turned around and Roc was holding a gun to her head behind her.

"Drop the fuckin gun Jessica!" Roc shouted. She dropped it. "Put your hands on yo head." She did as she was told and then I hit her with the butt of my gun. She was knocked out cold.

"Thanks Roc." I give him some dap and he smiles at me.

"No problem beautiful." He replied. Suddenly the door busted open and there stood Hoody.

"Jessica!!!...OHHH Ray." He chuckles. I pull out my gun and just shoot him in the chest and head.

"Fuck!!!" Roc shouts.

I put the gun in my mother's hand and take off my black gloves.

"Come on." I say pulling out a blunt and lighting it up. I decided to start smoking weed today because it helps with nausea and calms my nerves.

"You shouldn't smoke blunts while you pregnant.....---There's tobacco in the roll up." Roc warns handing me some joint papers out his jacket. I go upstairs get my clothes, thank him again and we slip thru the back.

"See you at school." I say to Roc tucking the gun in my skinny jeans.

"ARD Luv." He kisses my cheek and gives me dap then walks away.

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Jamarcus has been calling me non stop. I come to school late as fuck. Around fourth period, I slip in my seat. I'm wearing my hair in a high ponytail, with green and red polo pajamas, some beige Timberlands, with green and red shoe strings, a black v neck t shirt and a black, green and red snap back. I was fresh af. I silently did my work. I just didn't have the guts to face my baby today.

When last period came, I smiled at Roc and Prince looked at me weirdly.

"Where have you been since Friday?" Prince grabs my arm. I pull away and shove him.

"I was SICK damn!!!" I shout swinging my hair with each word rolling my eyes.

"I'm just concerned." Prince pouts I hug him and when his arms wrap around me...I instantly start crying. Crying cause I'm mad and I really wanna kill those niggas. I rub my belly sighing in Prince's shoulder. I'm shivering mad as hell. I pull away and nod and he grabs my hand taking me to my last period.

When I see Jamarcus before I walk in the classroom...he grips my ponytail roughly making me look at him.

"RAY WHERE THE FUCK YOU BEEN!!!!" He shouts in my face and I cringe instantly crying.

"I-I was sick baby. Please let go. It hurts." He shoves me away and kisses me with much passion and anger.

"You mine Ray. That means I know where the fuck you are when I call. Do you understand?" He furrows his eye brows at me.

"Yes daddy." I smile weakly at him and he smiles back. He hugs me and I hug back.

"Worried about my baby. Both of em."

"Demarcus and I were fine." He gasps and pulls away with tears in his eyes. He kisses my forehead.

"Y-you naming him Demarcus?" He asks breathlessly and I nod weakly. I'm tired as fuck. Barely slept last night.

"Awwwww!!!" Prince and Roc say grinning ear to ear. I hide my face in Craig's chest. We happily go in the classroom hand in hand. I sit in my seat and try to focus on my work but I'm hungry af. I'll have to eat at night now. I still have shit to do after school. But how do I tell Jamarcus? I sighed and pulled out a loose leaf.

'My mamas home. Said she want me to clean up before I go anywhere.'

I tossed it.

'Okay baby. It's okay. We can just hang out tomorrow.'

He tossed it back.

'I'm afraid not. I got business's to handle ALL this week.'

I tossed it back.

'Tell me what it is. You better not be hiding shit from me either.'

He tossed it back.

'Can't tell you. And I stand by that. Till next week then I'll tell you everything.'

I tossed it back.

'Fuck you Ray.'

He tossed it back.

'Whennnnn?!! 😜'

I tossed it back.

'Childish af. Lmao. And you better tell me.'

He tossed it back.

'Why you so cooperative?'

I tossed it back.

'Cause I would never want to stress you. It only hurts Demarcus. I love you.'

He tossed it back.

'Love you more.'

I tossed it back.

'FOH! Nah!'

He tossed it back. I busted out laughing.

'CLOWN!!!' I wrote and threw it and he laughed when he read it. I blew him a kiss. He "caught" it and licked it. Nasty Ass!!!

I put my fist in front of my mouth and moved my tongue inside of my cheek like I was giving him a blow job. He licked his lips. He took two fingers and made a v and licked his tongue between his fingers.

"Childish!!!" I mouthed giggling crying laughing. Mr.Clavone shot us a look and we stopped.

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