Hidden Under A Pile Of Lies - A depressed deceit Sanders fanfic

The Beginning

Sorry that it's so short. I just wanted to get this chapter out of the way. Also please give me feedback of any kind and/or ideas for what i should do with this book. 

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Deceit's Pov:

I arose from my bed once again only to be met with my gray room. My gray room with a gray wall. It was cold and dark like everything else was down here. I couldn't help but stare lifelessly at it. It's funny, nothing seemed to make me feel any sort of emotion now a days.

 I felt just like Logan. Except for the fact that Logan was loved. me on the other hand am not. I am loathed. And the people who did say that they liked me or that they cared were only pitying me for how unloved I was. 

No one wanted a lying bastard like me...

I don't even want myself...

"Then why don't you just get rid of yourself? "A voice rattled and echoed throughout my brain. "They wouldn't care if you were gone," the voice continued, " If anything they would be more happy." The voices hurt. They really did. They stung and only made me feel worse about myself. 

"S-surely Thomas would miss me..." I muttered hoping to say something that could bring my mood back up. "HAH! Thomas?! Miss you!? You've got to be joking!! He hates you the most! I mean I know that your stupid but DAMN!" Thomas hates me? I mean I wouldn't blame him. He has every right to. If anything he should loathe me. 

 3rd person Pov:

Tears started to form in the tips of Deceit's eyes threatening to spill out. His head was full with what the voices were telling him. Because of all these intrusive thoughts Remus was feeling really weird. He realized that someone was having a lot of intrusive thoughts somewhere so he decided to check it out. He followed to feeling all the way to Deceit's door. He knocked on it in a certain rhythm so that deceit would know that it's him. 

He got no reply so he was about to try again when he heard muffled cries coming from the snek boi's room. He was confused about the crying so he decided to go inside and see what was wrong. He slowly opened the door to find a snek boi curled up in a ball with tears flowing down both sides of his face. 

What will remus think when he sees deceit? What will he do? Will the response from remus be the thing that makes deceit loose it? Find out next time In Hidden Under A Pit Of Lies!