My other half

Diana

Diana's P.O.V.

As I open my eyes, I hear a faint music.I think I got up from a deep sleep. When I open my eyes, the room isn't white but blue. Its the room. Its the room I had in my scenario. Jade? No! Who then? Not the freezing blue but the happy blue is its colour. I try to remember but I can't. All I know is I was being carried by Nolan to his car to get home, my home. But its not my room.

Its Nolan's freaking bed. As I look down, the worst nightmare encloses me. He knows, Nolan knows that I am a wolf. My nails are again blue, extensions also blue. He saw it, for sure.

Again, I hear the same music, a different verse:

"It wasn't you who left,

It was the circumstances,

The first or maybe the second leave,

Oh, I found you,

Its you, for me,

Of which I'm sure,

Your touch made me know,

The lost one is found.''

The music is coming from the balcony. The mysterious music of Nolan. I move towards it. I can see Nolan playing,consumed in it and in seconds, he stops .

''Diana'' he says ,without looking at me. I wonder how he knew when I was on tip-toeing.

''Nolan.'' I say as he turns back.

He puts the guitar down, paces towards me and hugs me, tightly.

''I thought, I thought,.'' he says panting .

''Nolan, how long is it been?'' I ask.

''3 weeks.'' he says.

I try to remember yesterday, or anyday, anytime, the reason I fell asleep. I really can't remember. How did I come here? Nolan obviously caried me here but he told me we were going to my house.

Did something happen? No! That can't. No!

''Nolan, did something happen between ..us?" I say struggling through my words.

''No, Diana. I am not a guy as you think.'' he says.

''No, I didn't mean it... I was just... frightened.''

"Diana, tell me what's with you? " he says''I'll make coffee for you.''

''No, Nolan. I don't like coffee.'' I say.

''What? But in the cafeteria, you seemed like you liked it a lot.''he says.

''Its not that.'' I say. I don't remember myself taking it.

''Oh, I get it.'' he says''Not much, but a bit. Jade had come here telling me that you shouldn't be taken to any doctor, not even parents nither he would kill me and he was pretty serious, not angry.''

''Oh'' I say.

''I am like Jade, Diana.'' he says ''He didn't come in his human form."

''Oh, so you both are the same.'' I say

''I don't know, but, yes in many ways, he completely turns to a wolf, I don't.'' he says.

I can't remember, everything is blur. Its time to take wolf water again then.

''Um...'' I say.

''Daina, tell me whats it with you.'' he says ''You are not like us, you are different.''

''I'll tell you. But before that, just bring some water from any warewolf's house."

''Warewolf's house? I don't know whether I am a warewolf and you tell me to find others.'' he says confusef and desperate to bring me wolf's water.

''Call Jade and tell him what I said, he'll give you.'' I say.

''Why? But.... ok then.'' he says.

''Am I supposed to go then? To leave you? Where here? To take whaterver it is?" he says.

''No, you are just supposed to call. Tell him, I woke up.'' I say.

''Ok.'' he says looking confused.

He calls, Jade gets me the water. I have it.

''Now, what?" Nolan asks.

''3 more days.'' I say. ''Nolan, see you soon.''

I think he said no but I can't determine. This sleep is very rough. I think Nolan watches me without sleeping, he just comes near but not much to touch me. I want to open my eyes but I can't. It feels long. I just feel Nolan, think of Nolan everytime. How has a stranger given me so much protection? All of a sudden, he doen't feel like a stranger at all. 3 days in sub-conscious way are very long. I feel so comfortable and everytime Jade's memory crosses me, it feels bad, he is bad for me and now I know about it. Which one is mine?

Anne, where did you go before Ellie's death? Did you sense it and walk away when we were in lack of scenario powers?Please come back. I need to get answers for god's sake. If you were here, things would be much more easier. I would be reminded of everything as soon as I get up. I would know who is the one for me, the lost one would be found. The lost one, I remember Nolan playing. Is he my lost part? But you told me both of them could sing songs of the lost one. When I had forgotten everything, I was wondering where I listened the song from. It was my song! I hope I get up soon. Is the blue trio complete? I'll tell him about my witch gene. I'll have to hurry. I'll have only two days and then I'll suppress his memory.
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