Chapter 1

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Darkness surrounded me no dreams it was like I was running down an endless tunnel of darkness for an eternity. Was I being lead to my death as what I wanted or am I alive but in a deep sleep.

I just couldn't handle it the one person I thought who love me didn't and it was all a game a mear joke to him to get back at me for god knows what that is.

I just thought for once I could beloved again ha but I guess it wasn't me at for me. I would rather be stuck in this tunnel of darkness instead of facing everything I hate.

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Matt P.o.v

In going to kill him Nash and the rest of the boys except for Shawn Jacob Aaron and Hayes. How could they do this to her. She was so innocent and fragile and they knew that and Nash just lead her Own.

I left the hospital not being able to see the cuts on her arm the bruise all on her arms and legs from after the propel kicking and pushing her at the school. The bruise Ariund her neck from trying to hang herself. The oxygen tube in her nose to help her breath. The iv with fluids clearing her system from the pills she took. It killed me that she did all of that just to die.

I fell to the ground outside the room in a ball crying I couldn't bare losing my twin. "W-we are sorry Matt we didn't know it would go this far." Cameron said coming in front of me with the rest of the boys.

"Get the hell out of my face." I say sternly.
"We are sorr-" he tried saying again but I cut him off.
"I said get the fucking hell out of my face you freaking put my sister in here you guys and Nash you aren't my friends I don't want to see your damn faces again." I yell at them and their heads hang low and they walk away.

I sink back to the ground and cry holding my self trying to keep my composure. Hearing the sins of our family and friends killing me.

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I was driving on the way back to the house to shower up since I hadn't in two days.

I pulled up to the house and saw Nash standing there with Katrina and I became furious I got out the car and walked up to him in an instant I punched him in his jaw causing him to stumble back.

"I told both of your asses to stay away from me and my family its sick that they only suspended you for two Damn weeks." I say to them with anger.

"It's not my fault she's a mental fat ass ." Nash says.

I become so angered that I jumped at him and punched him Katrina trying to pry me off of him.

"Don't you talk about my sister like that anymore you dick." I say punching him.

I look up and see Shawn and kilani pulling up and getting off of Nash.

I shrug them off.

"That's just the minimal of what I have in store for you next time you get the maximum." I say.

Nash laughs and walks away with Katrina.

I walk into the house with Shawn and kilani.

"You ok Matt?" Shawn asks.

"No I'm fucking not he's the reason my sister is in a come in the hospital in the first place he harassed her he used her and he has the audacity to walk to our house and Harass her some more while she could be dying in the hospital I'm not ok." I say yelling.

I had so much anger in me that I punched a wall and I put a hole in the wall.

"Dude calm down and go get cleaned up relax we'll wait down here for you and we'll take you back to the hospital." Shawn says leading me up to my room.

I sigh and go into my bathroom. I turn on the shower and run my hands through my hair. I just couldn't believe someone I thought could be my best friend hurt my sister like that.

I walk back out and grab a fresh pair a sweatpants and a button up short sleeve.

I grab one of my bucket hats and sit it with my clothes.

I walk back to the bathroom and strip from my clothes and get in the shower.

I stood there letting the water fall down onto me.

Everything replayed in my mind finding Malina in the room to the ride to the hospital to her getting rushed into surgery to repair the vessels in her arms.

I just broke down crying and sat down in the tub pulling my knees to my chest letting the water fall down onto.

"I'm such an idiot." I yell for not realizing that it was my friends who caused her the pain she got.

I cry for like 5 minutes in the tub and after the 5 minutes I decided to get up and wash up my body.

My shower took about an 1hr.

I got out and brushed my teeth leaning onto the counter for support because I was exhausted.

I walked into my bedroom and changed into my clean clothes.

I sulk around the house while Kilani and Shawn watch me do it.

"Hey bud it's going to be fine she'll wake up." Shawn sYs getting up to come and hug me.

I hug him back.

"We should um head back to the hospital." I say.

"Yeah I think she would like company even if she isn't up." Kilani says.

We walk out to the car and I sit in the back seat.

I check my Twitter and see it blowing fans wondering why we haven't been on social media in a while.

I write:
"Me Shawn Kilani and Malina will be taking a break for a while we love you guys but we need some time we will tell you what's up soon." I press the tweet button.

We pulled up to the hospital and get our badges and go up to her room.

As we walk in we see the doctor and mom crying into dads arms.

" we have to go back in for surgery in her arm we spotted some internal bleeding in where we closed up yesterday and she has to stay on fluids so we can make sure all the 15 pills are gone." He says.

Kilani runs my back and I sigh in sadness. She shouldn't be going through this she shouldn't be her life.

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I'm sorry I was out at 7 and 8 and my phone died guys 😭 tomorrow I'll be sure to post at 7 or 8 positive

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