Nevaeh's POV:
I'm alone.
I miss my parents. I don't have them when a need them. I don't have my mom to hug me when i had a nightmare and to do girly things with me. I don't have my dad to be overprotective when a boy is around me. But this is impossible. They are dead. This is why i get drunk. I get drunk to forget. I want to forget about the pain. The sadness.
I can't have friends and boyfriends because what if they leave me? I'll be more broken. Every night i have a nightmare. I was with them in the car when the accident happened. But they didn't make it. I did. And i suffer everyday because of it. Every morning when a wake up i put on my mask. A mask which covers my emotions. I don't let people see my emotions. I don't want their pity. I'm the girl without parents. My life sucks.
I live in my parents house. I hate it. Every little thing remind me of them. The kitchen, where my mom used to cook. The living room where my dad used to watch sports. I didn't step in their room since the accident. This is crazy. I'm pathetic. I want this to end.
I decided to move. I planned this out. I bought a flat in a small town which is hours away from here. I'm going to pack my things and move next week. I don't want to waste my parents' money so i'm going to find a job. I want to finish high school so i'm going to find a school,too.
I hope my life is going to be better than this shit i'm going through now.
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Hiii cuties.✌
This is the first chapter..! Whoopwhoop..
How is life for everyone??
I'm so happy.. the school ended..for this year.:(
I'm soooo tired. But i can't sleep.
Oooh. I got a new phone.hahaha i luv it.
I'm out. Goodnight..:)
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I'm a nerd..(undercover)
HumorShe's a badass.She's crazy,chatty and outgoing. She goes to parties and get drunk. Her parents are dead. She lives alone and she has her parents' money because they were rich. But when she moves to a new town she goes to school undercover as a nerd...
