Love Hurts|Park Jimin| BTS

15 pt.2

Still Flashback:

I was traumatized at that moment. I was looking at Two Bodies burning.

Until my father slapped me again. "IF YOU DONT ABORT THAT CHILD YOU'LL SEE HIM BURN JUST LIKE THIS Y/N...YOU BETTER MARK MY WORDS. THE CHILD AND YOUR GUY PARK JIMIN WILL BOTH HAVE TO DIE LIKE THIS! YOU CHOOSE WHAT YOU WANT. ABORT THE CHILD AND LEAVE PARK JIMIN."

He said. I didn't want my child to face the same fate as Clarice Unnie and her baby did. But I didn't want to kill my child as well.

"I'm not aborting it." I said.

He grabbed my hair and started kicking me "YOU DON'T WANT TO KILL IT? FINE YOU'LL NEVER EVER SEE PARK JIMIN'S FACE. HIS DEATHS NEWS WILL BE THE HEADLINE ON TOMORROW'S NEWSPAPER."

He was kicking me really hard. And no my Jimin can't die.

"Father..stop-stop please...I'll abort it. I'll do as you say. Don't kill my Jimin please don't kill my Jimin." I begged catching his legs.

I won't be able to see Jimin dying in fire. I won't be able to see him crying in vain.

"Good. Get it aborted by tomorrow or else....." He warned. He packed the two burnt bodies and left to I don't know where. Right now I was in a shock. My body was feeling numb. My mind couldn't process anything that happened. He is definitely not my father. He wasn't like this at all. My father was a playful guy. This is not him. Definitely not him.

Just then my mobile phone rang. I didn't pick it up. It rang again..I didn't pick it up. It rang again.... I didn't pick it up × 13. My hands felt numb to even pick it up.

It rang from the 14th time. But this time I looked at the caller ID......Jin? I quickly picked it up..

On the call

Y/n: J-Jin....(I burst out crying)

Jn: Y/N...y/n I know everything. Yehun Hyung...he...he Yehun Hyung...."

Y/n: Yehun Hyung what?

Jn: He saw them burning in front of his eyes as well Y/N. Your father...he made his men beat Yehun hyung till he was half dead outside of your apartment ,that time I didn't know that Clarice Unnie was dying inside. I some how begged the men who were hitting him and brought him out alive. I saw Jimin drop you that's exactly when I left with Hyung. After Yehun Hyung woke up in my house he told me what happened. And y/n......he..................when I went to bring him some water. By the time I came he already cut his wrists and neck Y/n.........he committed suicide........Y/N....." My phone fell out of my hand.

I couldn't do anything. My father could go so low. I never imagined that. I was just sitting there. If Father can do that to Clarice Unnie. I can't imagine what he can do to Jimin. I touched my belly. "I love you my child I really do love you. But looks like.......I'm sorry." I broke down.

The next morning I woke up on the terrace. Today I have to tell Jimin. I somehow had to tell him I don't want the child.

Flashback paused:

Back to Present:

"And the next day I told you I don't want the child Jimin. I wanted my child so badly. But still I loved you more. I didn't want you to die like that. Even if I had to give give birth to YoungJae father would kill him. That's what I thought back then." I paused to breath. I was still lying on the ground and crying. Jimin was too shocked to say anything. If you could see him you would call him a real manikin right now. He didn't move a bit.

I continued "But when you asked me to keep the baby. I felt like that was my chance to keep the baby alive. That is why I asked you to rent an apartment for me. If I was with him. He would kill my baby. I did like I disappeared. I never went out, even dropped out from college. I asked Jin to some how make father believe that I flied to the States...so that he would start searching me there. If I had to tell you. You would do anything to get me safe and father arrested. But you don't know Jimin. How afraid I was of him. He would do anything to kill you. I don't know why he turned like that. He just did. I wanted my child to come into this world. I wanted to have a family with you. But you know Jimin........" I was wailing with pain.
"You don't know the feeling Jimin...you don't know how I felt when my child cried for the first time when he was in your arms. I felt like hugging and kissing my son. I felt like touching him. I wanted to carry him in my arms Jimin. But I was just to helpless. I wanted to cry in your arms at that time. But.....you don't even feel what I feel Jimin. Seeing your child. Your loving child whom you kept inside you for nine months. Seeing it cry like that and I can't do anything about it. And yes I used to curse him when he was still in my tummy. So that when I leave you, you'll believe that I left you on purpose. I only cursed him in front of you Jimin. Whenever you weren't there. I used to cry holding my tummy and asking for his forgiveness, telling him how much his Omma loves him." I was still on he ground sobbing.

Jimin fell on his knees next to me. His eyes were full of tears, red and puffy.
He tried to give me a hug.

"Y/n-"

"Don't Jimin please don't...." I stopped him "-thats not the end yet."

His eyes widened. Yes my suffering didn't end there. I have a lot more to go.

Flashback Restart:

After I gave birth to my son. I took some suitcases in my hand to show father that I really have been to the States. When I opened the door. I smelled alcohol. There he was lying on the ground. With a bottle of alcohol in his hand.
He noticed me from the corner of his eyes. He immediately stood up.

"YOU WHORE! WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU!" He came and dragged me inside.

I was already terrified of what was coming my way next.