Love Hurts|Park Jimin| BTS

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Y/N POV:

My head was hurting very badly. I slowly opened my eyes only to see Jimin beside me. I blinked a few times to check if I was dreaming. But nothing changed. It was him. Very close to me. I checked under the sheets his arms and legs were wrapped around me just the way he used to be before. Like a baby. I remembered everything that happened earlier today. I looked at the time peice hanging on the wall. It was already 5 pm. I wanted to use the washroom. So I was trying to remove his arms and legs. I was trying to push his legs away when suddenly his eyes shot up.

"Y/N you're awake." He said.

I didn't answer him and kept on trying to escape his tight grip on my body. He pulled me even more closer to him and rested his face in the crook of my neck. 

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

I felt the urgency to go to the washroom.

"Ji-Jimin…"

He moved from my neck and looked at me "Yes?"

I was feeling embarrassed to ask him but "I want to go to the washroom. Can you please take me in there?" I asked my cheeks flustered red.

He laughed. "Okay okay...but why are you turning so red?" He continued laughing.

I made a angry face mixed with embarrassment. 

"Okay okay let's go in then." He said and picked me up. 

He put me down in the washroom. But I was unable to stand properly. I could see his eyes soften. He helped me pull down my underwear.

"Go out now." I said 

"Why?" He asked.

"You can't see me doing this."

He just laughed. I remembered my mochi from the college times. "Just do it babe. I've seen you like this before." 

After doing my business in the toilet. 

He brought me out and again made me sit in the bed. 

"Take me out of his bedroom. I'm bored here." I said with a straight face.

"Okay Y/N...but before that" he knelt down "-I love you." He caressed my left cheek. 

I slowly removed his hand from my face "Jimin...please don't be so close to me...I-I can't…." He was coming more close to my face. "Stay..stay back Jimin. I can't forgive you so easily for what you did to me in the past few days." 

His eyes softened immediately after I said that and his eyes started watering….and I'm the next second he broke down with his face in my lap. My heart aches when I see him that way. He was sobbing very hard. His tears were rolling down my thighs. And half the thing from his nose was on my lap. Not being able to see him cry anymore i just put my hand in his hair, patting it softly. 

"Don't cry Chim. It...it hurts me." I said trying to control back my tears.

"Y/N... I'm such a bad person..I'm sorry... I'm sorry. I don't deserve forgiveness Y/N. I love you so much. Please please I'm sorry love. Punish me as much as you want. Do the same things I did to you. Hit me like I used to hit you. Beat me to death. Do the exact same things to me. But don't leave me again. I won't be able to live without you anymore Y/N." 

Seeing him in this state, so much hurt made me soften. Jimin wasn't the one who could be blamed much here. He did it because YoungJae used to be depre-

Wait YoungJae.

"Jimin?"

"Y-ye-yeah." He said in between his sobs.

"Does..does YoungJae hate me?" I asked already knowing the answer.

Silence was his answer. He looked down, his other hand caressed my thigh. It was my turn to sob now. I started crying my heart out. 

Jimin sat on the bed and pulled me into his arms. I sobbed into his chest until my tears were over. 

"Don't worry Y/N. He'll love you as much as you love him in a few days. Just don't be discouraged okay. I'll bring my family together. I promise you." Jimin promised.

I hummed in response. Jimin cupped both of my cheeks, looking deeply into my eyes. We were staring at each other without looking away. Absolutely no distraction. Just like the old times. And in the blink of an eye. Our lips were connected. My heart was filled with joy right now. After all these years we were kissing one another again. And this time full of love. I still love him this. I always will.