Shraman Songs Series (SSS)

Agar tum sath ho

Dedicated to - Guptakg

Situation - When shravan breaks his friendship with sumo at pct.

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"So ladies let me introduce you to the real suman tiwari jo ki ek bahut acchi actress bhi hai. Self respect, honesty, understanding, dosti Uuff!" He turned toward the ladies present there watching him with their wide eyes.

"Bachpan mai inhone mujhse dosti ki, apna sara kaam karaya, homework karvaya yaha tak ki tyre bhi thek karaya cycle ka aur mai BEWAKAUF dosti ke naam par sab kuch karne laga" he chuckled looking at her

"So smart yaar sumo, papa ne help karni chahi to mana kar diya fir maine dosti ke liye inki help karni chahi, are peche bhaga inke ki please sumo mujhe tumhari help karne do. Bolo na sumo mai tumhare liye kuch kar sakti hoon? KYA MAI TUMHARE LIYE KUCH BHI KAR SAKTA HOON KYA??" He screamed turning toward her and banged his hand on the table present between them.

"Shhrav..." suman tried to say as tears made their way out

"Phir inki life mai ek bakra aaya aditya naam ka bakra aur usse pct lene mai inhone ek bhi din nahi gavaya. Haina?"

"Bina koye sab kuch pa leti ho na tum sumo but not today aaj tum khoegi. I know ki isse tumhe to koi fark nahi padhta but aaj tum ek dost khone vali ho. Jis kamzori ka fayda uthake tum aaj tak mujhe NACHAATI aayi ho. Vo kamjori ab nahi rahegi." He moved and pushed all the tiffins on the ground including the wok in which lies the halwa she was making especially for him minutes ago.

"Lo ho gayi aapki delievery. Now don't disturb us because suman madam aaj apne best friend se akhari baar baat kar rahi hai" he said to preeta

"Ab meri baat dhyaan se suno shravan tumhara puppet nahi raha. Aaj ke baad tum meri kamzori ka faida nahi utha paogi. Kabhi nahi kyuki aaj ke baad humare beech ke sare rishte yeh khokhali dosti khatam. Its all finished. You get that?" He gave her a last glance full of hatred and went out.

"Shraav.... Shravan" she tried to say but nothing else was coming out despite those tears. She sat there with a thump on the ground looking at the door from where he went out. He is not just out of that door. He is out of her life.

pal bhar Theher jaao
dil ye sambhal jaaye
kaise tumhe roka karoon

(stop for a moment
let this heart get stable
how should I stop you)

She wanted him to stop for a moment amd let all that sink in. Is there any way which can help her in stopping him? How can he just walk away like that without listening to what i have got to say?

meri taraf aata
har gham phisal jaaye
aankhon mein tumko bharoon

(every sorrow coming towards me
would slip away..
I'll fill you in my eyes)

There was a time when every sorrow of hers has to deal with him first but right now he is the only one behind her sorrows. Still she thinks if he is there with her, in front of her eyes she will manage to get out of this mess.

bin bole baatein tumse karoon,
gar tum saath ho,
agar tum saath ho..

(I'll talk to you without speaking,
if you are with me
if you are with me)