wow it's like you barely love me .
i get ignored and it sucks cause im just
insecure and it's all because of you.
you follow other girls which you never do,
hey bet you think they're prettier, skinnier
funnier, better way better than me.
lately i have been getting into my old habits,
of starving, throwing up, hurting myself
and it's all for you, maybe if i get skinnier
you will want me , maybe if i skip a few meals
i'll be pretty enough, maybe if i wear
pounds of makeup , i'll be better looking
maybe you will find some interest in me
like you always used to, or maybe you're tired
of me, maybe i got boring , ugly, fat , maybe
that's why . im like a doll, you play with me , for a while , then i get boring and useless
maybe that's what i am to you, maybe you found another doll, that you wanna play with
bet she's prettier, better, skinnier, outgoing
maybe she has everything i dont
i can't anymore , it hurts, you don't love me anymore , i can't do this , i can't be here begging for you to love me, to adore me
begging for your attention
Maybe you'll want me some day. but right now isn't that time, maybe i'll be skinny one day , pretty one day.
im sorry im not good enough .
maybe it isn't forever and always.
