wow, i mean it's our anniversary, you don't care. you barely put attention on us anymore.
i do everything, i make everything better for us
i fix is, you? no , you just lay there and do nothing but make our problems worse, i hate this, i feel like im trapped here alone, being the only one loving you, cause there's no love from you , i hate this so much, i hate asking for your love, i hate begging you to try , i hate this, i don't understand, ill change anything to make you love me, anything, but nothing ever works, i hate it, you aren't who you used to be, you've turned into a monster, into something, im afraid of loving . im so scared, i can't leave cause if i do i won't make it without you, i can't
i never could
fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
forever and always
