New Feeling - MILES FAIRCHILD

CHAPTER 11

(Flashback - 2 years ago)

A week after Mike and Y/n had the fight y/n felt insanely guilty. She never should have acted the way she did. It was selfish of her.

Mike was putting his stuff in his locker one morning at school when
Y/n approached.

"I'm sorry" she blurts out. "I was acting totally selfish and I never should have spoken to you like that. It was all 100% my fault." A smile made its way onto Mikes lips. Just seeing him smile made Y/n oh so happy.

"I forgive you" he leans in to peck her lips.

Y/n's POV

I sat on the carpet with Flora as we play dolls. Barbie and Ken kiss but then Rachel (some random character we made) walks on and has a melt down because Ken was her boyfriend and we found out Ken was a player. Then he apologizes to Barbie and they get married. Barbie is such a pushover. Is that a girl thing or is it just something we have in common?

Both of us get so attached to one person no matter how toxic because of one little sweet gesture. Is it worth it? No. But we do it anyways? Yes.

Just like Mike. His kiss was so sincere but he still... Nevermind. And Miles. Except he's so much better than Mike. So much better at acting. He really has me going. I genuinely think he likes me. But then he'll push me away and it says a complete different thing. What goes on in that mind of his?

Flora starts to feel sleepy so I tuck her into bed and read her a story. Then instead of sleeping in my little area my feet seem to take me somewhere else.

Miles room.

I knock on the door. He opens it and smiles when he sees me. "Hey y-" he says but I cut him off. I cup his face and pull him down to me. I kiss him hard and rough and he kisses me back rougher.

He slams the door and pins me up to it pinning my arms above my head. His kiss is so rough. So rough I can't be sure there's anything behind it besides lust.  It's the way Mike used to kiss me. And the way Miles always does. The same intoxicating kiss they do when they want something and then fuck me over.

I put my hands on his chest and push him off of me. "I knew it..." I say. "I fucking knew it!!!" tears springing to my eyes.

He blinks confusion etched into his face. "Knew what?" he ask.

"You just wanted to have sex with me. Everytime you act nice to me it's to gain my trust." He doesn't need words to confirm my theory his face does it on its one.

"You are an asshole" I spit. "You're no better than Mike..." I mumble.

"W-who? What? I-I'm confused."

"Whatever" I snap. "Just do me one thing and never," I say shoving him, "Ever," I push him again. "Play with me again" I push him once more causing him to fall backwards on to the bed.

This makes me smirk with an idea popping in my head. I get on top of him. His face starts to burn red. I pin his arms above his head. "What?" I ask him. I grind my hips and he bites back a groan that threatens to escape his lips. I lean closer to his lips slowly. He almost takes in my kiss but then mumble to him. "Not fun to be played with is it" and get off him.