I don't mean to hurt you.
It was never intentional.
I just couldn't help myself when you I heard you say my name.
I couldn't give you my heart because it was with someone else.
But my eyes always held your gaze when you looked at me. But some days I look away , I'm scared you'd notice the darkness in my eyes ..scared it will swallow you in and you'd see how selfish I am .
For saying I wanted you but I was for someone else.
selfish for wanting more of your kisses when I shared them with him. Selfish for envying the picture of the girl I saw in your arms, when you aren't even mine.
Selfish for always wanting to be with you .
The sadness seems to be getting the best of me, cause my selfish nature wants you all for me. I hope you can forgive me. I hope you understand that all those words I told you wasn't a sham .
I thought it was impossible to love two people but made me believe again.
I love him dearly, but I always want to hold your hands.
I hope my sinful nature doesn't affect who you are. You're all the words I told you are and more.
I just pray you can forgive me when you realize I am not all yours.
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Chocolate Ice Cream
Romance//: We lived in a place called temporary. It was cheap. But you had a way of making evanescent feel like ecstasy. It was your eyes that foreshowed forever. Your laugh that sung eternity. Those lips that tasted like long term. I was left homeless whe...
